M.I.M.Z.Y

tweeted.

2012-02-08T01:06:00.000-08:00

okay this time around will be betul2 punya goodnight. bonsoir!

fullmoon.

2012-02-08T00:36:00.000-08:00

It's painful to wait for something you know will never happen, but it's even more painful that you need to stop when you know it's the most thing you ever wanted.

goodnight, Assalamualaikum.

she talks crap, you won't understand.

2012-02-03T10:05:00.000-08:00

Isn't it better just to cling to the dream of what could have been, than to ruin and grieve over everything with reality?

oh yes i know.. answers to my question;

myth/illusion (the former sentence)
: maybe because one is still hoping that she would end up her life happily like a fairy tale. yeah basically hoping for something that's no longer exist. fair enough? -.-
conclusion: to cling means to be afraid/in denial of moving on.

true fact/reality (the latter sentence)
: maybe because all this while, one's fingers are already too tired of holding on that sometimes the best way is just to let go. people might see this situation as ruining everything, but the reality is there in front of you-- it's you, who's holding on for so long. it's you, who comes with all the efforts. efforts from the other party? nada.
conclusion: moving on is the best call, even though you might be suffering at the early stage, you're living in reality though!

after all, it's life.

p/s: am not sure whether you, awesome readers are coping up with this entry, well. as i said earlier..it's just another crap. Assalamualaikum.

a life, one should really own.

2012-01-31T13:49:00.000-08:00

*this entry is going to be full of pictures, beware!

An awesome weekend i had in Gombak, kau ado?;)

went to UiTM S.Alam last friday to collect the 1Malaysia Book Voucher, and that was basically the only original plan of the day. accompanied by my friends/awesome djs of Ufm (hehe bangga), dio and isa after done with their meeting at the Ufm konti.

again i said, that was the only plan sebenarnya for the day. i was thinking after habis collect voucher, i'll be off to home. but yeah..it wasn't go as planned as i had a detour, eh tak i mean..detours hehe ;)

First detour - karaoke! dio said that it was an impromptu one, yeke? *mukaquestionmarkangkat-angkat kening* oh isa and fahmi the kawan baru were there too!

suara isa sedap ohh 0.0

dio, me, isa and fahmi--muka selonot :D

Second detour - dinner at kedai kopi nearby masjid kubah biru S.Alam. picked up by dio's cute littlepie cousin, una:)

Third detour- going back to dio's place and had a sleepover there. yeah ni pun impromptu plan jugaa hee. reached gombak at late jugaklah -.-

the next verryyy late morning(hehe), woke up and dio prepared us this for our brunch time.

garlic bread yumeeyhhh!lagi hitam tu lagi sedop 0.0

..and mouth-watering benjo, nomnomnom!

that late evening we went to Wangsa Walk Mall taking a stroll and cuci mata; a place i've never been before. it was a nice mall i would say, macam One Utama because it's loonggg.hehe

pictures snap!snap! :)

..and makan at the little wok before heading back to kajang :)

one new word to describe the day i had with them -- SUPERAWESOMEFABULOUSFANTASTICetcetraetcetra ;)

and one thing that needs to be in a bold font here--
it's time to make a step and move on doll.. we've been strengthening each other; heart and soul so much all this while, for being in the same boat which heading to the same journey.
Another portions of courage to move on, determination, and patience will lead us to a good and fortunate life in the future insyaAllah :") <3 youh!

a note to Amirah and Che Nabila -- walau apa pun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti :")

Assalamualaikum.

dinner on qiyah's birthday eve.

2012-01-27T01:23:00.000-08:00

dinner with GIRLFS tonight was err how should i say..A.W.E.S.O.M.E..E ?? :D
lessons to be borne in mind, i've learnt that tonight ;)

when you're in need of help, a shoulder to cry on, a place to spill out every single stories that you can't bear to keep it to yourself, don't worry because somewhere, somehow there will definitely be some persons arnd you whom you call FRIENDS, and in my case, it will be among my very gila-kelam kabut-cheerful bestt GIRLFS to lend me their ears and hugs to be by my side, despite having listening to the same contaminated stories over and over and over and over again every time we meet. (itu will be dlm kes if any one or some of the girlfriends were not there during the first time of spilling out the stories, then jyeah hav to repeat 'em all -.-) all in all, one thing to highlight is that they will NEVER get bored/annoyed/sick with those stories (i guess so lar) and that they'll try their best just to keep me feel accompanied, relieved, appreciated and loved. that's the true power of friendship if anyone ever ask me :)

dear nawal nazihah said, "if a man is living his new life happily with the new partner kan, then there's no way of him to ever look back and find for the former girl that he used to be with." cheers nawal for the reminder :)

friends come and go, but TRUE FRIENDS will stay and last a life time.. reasons? there are just no reasons of why they should leave :")

p/s: HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAAAYYYYYYY NAQIYAH AZRA'AIE! wa sayang lu ketat-ketat <3<3

and a thankyou note.

2012-01-19T10:04:00.000-08:00

- give her ONE solid reason for not hating you, she's not asking for more, thank you.
- thank you for seizing the day in a split second, when she was just about to move on.
- thank you for reading her blog, never had a single thought abt it. well, after all, she has been a goner to you, right?
- and big thanks for the name typo thingy. spelling her simple name seems to be the hardest task now, kan?
-LASTLY, thank you..you've made me who i am today and a lesson learned-- never trust over promises made when you're in a good term with a person(s) as e'thing will seem to be so wonderful and enchanting at the first place, but turns to be the other way round at the end of the day. so much of disappointment isn't it?

p/s: just one attempt; put yourslf into her shoes, and you'll find the answer. have a good life.

dreams last for so long..

a shortnote.

2012-01-19T10:00:00.000-08:00

finals done, Alhamdulillah. may Allah bless me in a way that only He knows, reward this little servant with splendid achievements in her exams, and brings the smiling, joyful and cheerful Amirah back to her. That's all I need for now.. Amin :)

how a song could be so inspiring? :)

2012-01-11T05:51:00.000-08:00

again, BIG thanks to che nabila nashir/dio/bella/che nab! hee she has influenced me much in listening to songs which i call them as those inspiring songs, emotional songs and whatnot? :D

believe me or not, just check this latest song by Jason Mraz. Dio said that she'll give this song to her future Mr. Roommate in 5,6 years time nanti hehe! sweet betoii perempuan tu ;))
but indeed, this song is very inspiring and just you guys go through the lyrics--"i don't want to be someone who walks away so easily i'm here to stay and makes a difference that i can make.." T.T

one confession: rasanya macam susah sangat nak cari lelaki yang betul-betul boleh come out with that kind of confession at this age kan? *sigh*-___-"

those are my Little Rascals :)

2012-01-08T18:20:00.000-08:00

yeah i know, so much so, i'm already 21 and people won't be so surprise to see me growing up as a Makcik or to be in a proper way; Mak Uteh heheh. just you see how much i've collected these so-called "first class human capitals" so faaarrr ;)

but for this time around, this entry is meant to be forrrr *drum roll*..

take 1#

take 2#

actually it's been a month plus since i haven't met this little kid, yang lagi 3 org in the picture above tu dah selalu jumpa, so yeah kinda miss this kid alot more! nak habis exam cepat2 and rush to home! yes people, meet Ahmadhi Jazzmi! tulang besi urat dawai pahlawan rumah kami nih HAHAH! a 7 months old boy who weighs and look like a 1 and a half year old punya budak, sangat gedebab dia ni!! ohmyy i exaggerate things quite much hereeee -_-

and and...the latest updated picture of him.. take 3#! seeee!sekarang dah pandai jalan gi taman mainan sorang2 main boyan pulak! okay enough of exaggerating cause you might have caused this keyboard to break down amirah!-_-

-- well like seriously i geram betul tengok all these pictures which i deliberately downloaded from his mom's facebook *stalker aunty* -.-" tang muka dia pun saya dah nampak choc indulgence secret recipe, craving yalls! *psycho aunty*

manchester die hard fans uols, kau ada?LOL :D

do'a from a slave.

2012-01-07T19:16:00.000-08:00

current song playing;

A Whole New World-- OST Aladdin ;)

RATIONALE OF PLAYING THE SONG: missing my fairytale sebenarnya T.T

-- yeah, 13 hours before sitting for Malaysian Legal System II paper. ohh criminal and civil litigation process and and A.D.R pleasseeeeee be kind to me -___-

" oh Allah i seek for your guidance to ease everything..Amin ya Rabb"

thought for the day:)

2012-01-06T22:37:00.000-08:00

meet Hanis!
On her 22nd birthday few months back.. :)

thursday's dawn..

2012-01-05T19:32:00.000-08:00

"Berdoalah kepada Tuhanmu dengan rendah hati dan suara yang lembut. Sungguh, Dia tidak menyukai orang-orang yang melampaui batas.." (Surah Al- A'raf: ayat 55)

dwell in the past, damn.

2011-12-31T02:08:00.000-08:00

if only....

to end this year with.. assalamualaikum:)

2011-12-29T19:23:00.000-08:00

“Hate no one, no matter how much they’ve wronged you. Live humbly, no matter how wealthy you become. Think positively, no matter how hard life is. Give much, even if you’ve been given little. Keep in touch with the ones who have forgotten you, and forgive who has wronged you, and do not stop praying for the best, for those you love.”

—Ali bin Abi Talib (RA) Ü

wish all of us the best of luck in this coming finals..bismillah :)

men.. it's a BIG NOTE for you.

2011-12-21T18:36:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry her with these facts as well.
Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are;
Who is earning almost as much as you do;
One, who has dreams and aspirations just as
you have because she is as human as you are;
One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your
Sister haven't, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system
that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements
One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as
much as you do for 30 years of her life;
One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family ,name
One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen
One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook
food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more,
and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother,
a wife, even if she doesn't want to; and is learning just like you are as
to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;
One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;
Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply
Because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise
One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;
One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important,
relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some
and trust her;
One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your support, your sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it.

But not many guys understand this......

Please appreciate "HER"

photo de ce soir :)

2011-12-19T03:07:00.000-08:00

Je manque le Terengganu..<3

random:)

2011-12-18T10:06:00.000-08:00

just had a chance to go and stalk on Maria Elena's latest entry posted. she's now engaged to her Mr. fiance! CONGRATULATIONS to both of them, and indeed i could see her happy, content, pleasant and feelings of everything in between when i scrolled down the pictures and vid taken on that day:) one step forward, and yeah she'll be wearing the title Mrs. :D

some points to highlight :-

- it's a good thing to see some people out there end, or about to end their single life by settling down with the one whom they've been wishing and waiting and hoping all this while to live with, to share the whole life journey with, to have kids with, to help you do the house chores with, to shop for groceries with, to buy all the furnitures and curtains and home decorations with, to be there by the bedside to give u medication when you fall ill, and just EVERYTHING that you don't wish to share and even have a thought of it, with another man.

- Allah has arranged EVERYTHING from the very beginning, and that's what we call qada' dan qadar. eventhough you're not getting what you want, what you'd wished for at this very instance, you have to believe that there'll be something, someone else, better than what you'd been desired, yet to be awarded to you.. it's a matter of being PATIENCE, OPTIMIST of whatever things that had happened and distracted you previously, and lots of PRAYER to Allah will make you appreciate and be thankful of what you have with you right now, insyaAllah :)

p/s: Maria Elena and Adele are my current idols and role models teheheheheh. why? because they're just amazing in their own way, i know ;)

blessed enough.

laradansa :)

2011-12-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

laradansa --the name sounds nice and very feminin-ish huhh? just like kak nurul, my dance teacher said "..woahh very 'the' gitu..!" LOL :D i loike! so yeah, basically that's the so-called official name of our group for the cocurricular dance *winking* we need to figure for a good name and i guess we did!done with the folio submission and yes, the biggest part of it will be to perform the whole three tarians on this coming thursday; zapin,joget and inang, meant to be for our final test in group, and on STAGE uols!-.- okay adrenaline rush! doakan kami berjaya lakukan yang terbaekkkk okay :)

one, two, three.. *click!*. meet laradansa; umie, farim, me and wowwa ;)

spoilt brat.

2011-11-30T21:11:00.000-08:00

masih hingusan ;)

I want to go back in time and want my childhood days back when

"Dad" was the only "Hero"

"LOVE" was "Mom's hug"

"Highest place on earth" was "Dad's shoulder"

"My worst enemies" were "My own siblings"

Only thing that could "HURT" were "Blisters"

The only thing "BROKEN" were my "Toys"

and when "GOODBYES" meant till "Tomorrow" ..

epic , yeah abah's shoulder <3

literally.

2011-11-26T02:45:00.000-08:00

this is what i could literally conveyed what's inside my head. i mean at this moment.don't ask me why..

we used to talk about our future
like we had a clue
never planned that one day i'd be losing you..

in another life
i would be your girl
we keep all our promises
be us against the world

in another life
i will make you stay
so i don't have to say
you were the one that got away..

yeah, just so you'd know its 2.45 am, 26/11 and im still awake despite being so restless after went back from watching the Mock Trial The Musical presented by the awesome people of Faculty of Law, two thumbs upp for you guys!

i should've given you guys a standing ovation though!:)

muhasabah cinta.

2011-11-13T17:00:00.000-08:00

listing down the ugly truths i would say, that the guys should be.. em learnt from?embarassed of?i don't know..but obviously, this doesn't refer directly to ALL, because of the fact that tak semua lelaki sama kan? so siapa yg makan cili jelah:)

"cinta adalah sebuah kisah yang di dalamnya perempuan dengan bangga berperanan sebagai pahlawan, sedangkan bagi lelaki, dia lebih memilih menjadi pengarangnya..."

"cinta yang dianggap sekadar babak pertama bagi lelaki dalam hidup, merupakan hidup mati bagi seorang perempuan..."

"cinta seorang lelaki tidak lebih daripada selembar sampul depan, namun cinta seorang perempuan bagai lembaran-lembaran kertas yang tidak pernah habis.."

hey im not making fun of this though , these are indeed facts which i quoted from an islamic motivation book, written by a MAN named Burhan Sodiq. now you don't, now you see.assalamualaikum:)

fake.

2011-11-11T23:11:00.000-08:00

"same here. were faking all the time that i'm okay.."

that was from dio, when i replied her text asking "are you okay staying at home..?"

the fact that the mid semester break has come to its end, and we'll be back to campus for the second term of the semester, i'm wondering am i the only one who feels this all the way; being so fake in front of other people, showing them as though i am so fine, but deep inside i am.. wayy NOT?

i do not know for how long i could stand being in this way, but i couldn't lie to myself either-- my other half is missing! i need to get my spirit, my drive back, for me to get back on track and end this second semester wth flying colors.

it's been a month plus since the fairytale becomes a history, the sweetdream becomes a worst nightmare, a goodnight kiss becomes a cold silent, and since the laughter becomes tears..

my prayer to YOU.. YOU; whom it may concerned..

"may ALLAH guides you all the way, protect your imaan and taqwa wherever you go,whatever you do, bless your everyday life, and brings you closer to HIM each and everyday.."

imy, the old you.

a treat to myself :)

2011-10-08T11:08:00.000-07:00

currently at my sister's office in kepong. will be waiting for her until 1 o'clock and off we go to shoooopppp! well, basically it is said to be a shop to be kurus..*kelip-kelip mata* X)

like dio said, "mimi, lets go for jog, kita main sports sampai jadi kurus, pakai cantik-cantik and voila!" you can read in between the lines though, don't you?
--it's some kind of a feeling of frust selepas ditinggalkan that you feel you have to get up and show to those j**** that you can still live your sweet life without them!

ok let's just skip this part -.- moving on to the to-do list :-

sweat pants- a pair or two.
sneakers- been searching for reebok since ever, sampai sekarang tak jumpa yg berkenan -.-
having a hair cut!woot woot! okay mom will be so annoyed to hear me mentioning abt this over and over again, and she'll end up says.."dari dulu lagi dah dengar nak potong rambut..-.-"
makan! like a king- simply because it has been almost 2 weeks since i've treated my stomach badly and carelessly. sorry little tummy -.-

p/s: i can't really promise to get the last thing on my to-do list done with splendid.urggh

im awake ..still.

2011-10-04T01:36:00.000-07:00

done watching barbie and the three musketeers. okay after few moments of viewing this, you guys gonna think that ohmyyy she's the lameeeee-est girl i've ever seen -__________-"

...followed by cloudy with the chance of meatballs. --- movie marathon i should say, while there's a lot of works and notes queue-ing up to be done! splendid meh! *sigh* -.-"

p/s: thanks dear roomates for cheering up this lame, boring girl, even if it doesn't last for quite long. after all, merci beaucoup gorgeoussss!

2011-10-03T10:58:00.000-07:00

-- how i ever wish you could turn back the time and review every single words that had spoken by you.. how i wish T.T

if only..i die young :)

2011-09-30T23:05:00.000-07:00

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into Your Kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand
there's a boy here in town says that he'll love me forever
Whoever thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life oh well,
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
what I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts,
Oh no,
I'll sell em' for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
and maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing
funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)

The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls..

-- A song which meant to describe how this girl is looking at her life at this moment. yeahh, that's just true when the people arnd you will started to remember YOU, i.e your good deeds, your wise advice, your sacrifices, your helping hands without seeking any reward in return, and everything in between which might be seemed so 'insignificant' in your very naked eyes before, JUST AFTER YOU'VE WALK AWAY AND BE A GONER, or in the simplest word used oftenly by my lecturer .. "pindah batu dua.." lol okay this is funny :D
obviously, by the time those people come to realize, it'll be just too little too late for them to regret over..

I miss you, yes i am..

overnight at Kristal.

2011-09-29T18:59:00.000-07:00

just before the tales become contaminated, let's just spill the whole of it out. yeah, will be packing some of my stuffs, and i'll be off to kristal condo; biela's place tonight. i miss her alot! okay fine, memang oftenly jumpa cik nabila ni at the fac pun, but we won't be having that ample time to sit and have a chat. more will be posted soon! and eh lupa..i'll be hving my first group presentation on tort subject for this second semester..tomorrow morniiingggg! wish this little kiddo best of luck :)

meet the girl, Nabila anak encik Hasni :)

Izinkan ku menyintaimu dari jauh T.T

2011-09-28T21:51:00.000-07:00

my very first entry for this semester. let the song tells you guys the story. cheers.

regards; amirahm.

i admit..am a bad, bad creature! -__-

2011-05-01T15:30:00.000-07:00

me: hello peops! *wink-ing* :D

M.I.M.Z.Y: ohh stop it!did you know what you had done?

me: err.. nope! 0.0 what did i?

M.I.M.Z.Y: for heaven's sake! -______- see how long u've left me
contaminated,unannotated?? how could you!! T___T

me: err.. *counting* can't recall. SORYYYYYYYYYY!! T.T it's not that i've forgotten you all the
way, it's just that am being like seriously, critically BUSY sampai lupa nak log in to you.
APOLOGY ACCEPTED?

M.I.M.Z.Y: no!

me: PLEASEEEEEEEE *muka comel*

M.I.M.Z.Y: BOLEH BELAHHHHHHHH!

me: i'll promise i'll get u updated with tonnes of photos of my birthday very soon! remember
mine was on few days back? ngeeee :D

M.I.M.Z.Y: yeaaahhhh yeaahh yeahhh... *offending emoticon -.-"*

me: betul! and plus i'll write and crap abt whole loads of stories, everything that came in between
during my absence :)

M.I.M.Z.Y: hemmm..lemme see.. you better get it done!i'll mark your words!

me: as soon as i done with my last paper for this first sem.i promise! *finger-crossing*

HAHA see senang kan nak pujuk blog anda utk kembali beroperasi? lol it was me, my bad for leaving this beautiful piece of mine undisturbed, unoperated, unoccupied with stories, im sorry!yeahh amma bad creature!once being malas to update, forever you'll be in tht state -.-
so yeah, i'll try my best to get in contact and intimate-ing again with this beautiful flowery-blossomy-blue-polka dot blog of mine. -- especially when you have the whole of 4 months of semester hols with you , then there should be no EXCUSE supposedly!

till then, tooodles <3

jangan pernah berubah T.T

2011-02-16T13:58:00.000-08:00

biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
ku cintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
ku ikhlas tuk bertahan

cintaku padamu begitu besar
namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
membuat keresahan

meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
hingga ku jatuhkan air mata
kekecewaanku sungguh tak berarah
biarkan ku harus bertahan

jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah

if i ever leave this world..ALIVE.

2010-11-19T14:50:00.000-08:00

well, the title was meant to be one of the soundtrack in P.S. I Love You; my ever-wanted-to-watch movie eversince the first semester in Kuantan. unfortunately, it happens that yesterday was my lucky day to watch it for the very first time. poor kid *sigh*

Yesterday was my happy-sad day where everything went on so random and in prompt to :-

; picked up by dearest girlfriends, hanis and jiha at homy,arnd 1645. in prompt to karaoke at alamanda for an hour.

-ohh my God i just can't recall when was the last time i met you guys,its been ages!

; failed to look up for our car on our way back home which we had parked somewhere and we just can't remember.

; evening tea at old town white coffee, Bangi before heading back.(7pm-10.30pm)

- we catched up each other's long-contaminated-old story and we laughed. and when it came to mine, i teared and they were there to hug, calm and keep me accompanied. and yes, it was the longest conversation i had with them in a coffee hse.

; at home. it' s already 1 something in am and i was still awake,doing nothing -__-

-- suddenly my thoughts drifted to catch the movie P.S I Love You, and so i went out of the bed and grabbed the thumbdrive. p.s- thanks biela for sharing the movie:)

the first 30 minutes-- CRIED T.T

30 minutes later-- CRIED AND CRIED T_T

the last 45 minutes, and it went onn-- CRIED AND CRIED AND KEEP TEARINGG T____________T

-- Oh this young lady had a baaad panda eye when she woke up this morning.. well. it wasn't really because of the story plot, as a whole. it was because that movie itself reminds me of these two days which i had teribbly encountered, and i'm still..encountering it..and i just don't know when i can end it with a fullstop.

she feels that she resembles Holly now..living without any strings to hold on to.

don't you get it?

2010-11-05T23:37:00.000-07:00

Her name is "FAITH" and she is not a tree stump!get that point? okay to whom it may concerned, here are her weaknessess so you'd know :-

it seems so hard for her to 'berterus-terang' directly and explicitly in front of you, telling you what's your mistake, why are you doing this and that, whenever the unsatisfaction occur. she doesn't know why, but she always find it's terribly hard to 'eye-to-eye' with you, be it verbally via message or when both of you meet up..
people have certain degrees of patience, and yes so does she.. she can be really patient at times, but don't ever take her for granted!so the problem now is that, she thinks her level of patience is so way,way high at the top of the sky than anyone can ever reach -___- i don't know whether she should be proud of it or called herself a fool that anyone can easily step over her head while she just nod, smile and say.."it's okay:).."
she hates that she loves you so much.. well you should know the myth/fact that love is blind though, that you're willingly to do,to sacrifice everything; your money, your time, especially your heart and feelings. and she guess, that's the biggest weakness that she can hardly erase T.T

please, she can't bear to watch herself being hurt again and again..so please..:"(

need you now..

the wishlist..

2010-11-03T01:55:00.000-07:00

i wish i could make earlier preparations for every upcoming tests and exams.

i wish i could absorb knowledge fast, even faster than a sponge can absorbs water.
i wish i could be more hardworking to locate for extra information and resources, without relying too much on the spoon-feeding notes given by lecturers.
i wish i could be more less-procrastinate in finishing up the assignments and so..or should i say.. NO procrastination at all?
i wish i could turn back the time so that i won't be repeating those mistakes on and on and on.
i wish i could be less day-dreaming; foresee my so-called fairy tales with mr. prince charming bla bla bla..need to put it a fullstop and be more realistic!

i wish i can stick to my resolutions-to-be-made on 2011,tightly+strongly+faithfully!oh please Lord help me :(

latest update by iffah - to not give up easily!(:

guess that's all which i could think of at the moment.

yes, people do set certain targets in their life, in whatever they do..just to achieve what they desire, what they have been dreaming of, for days and nights. but think about it again, a target without any solution,or should i say a hardwork can ever produce you a good fruit? idts. of course,both must work and run simultaneously then you'll get the best outcomes.so peops, if your wishes and dreams don't seem to hit the target accurately after this, then you already know what to do. there must be something wrong somewhere, and you've to figure out why. this is a good reminder to all of you, including me. NO, especially me, tehehehe :)

all the best to all of you, pre-law students PI005 batch 09/10, may ALLAH's blessings are always with you guys, and congratulate yourself because you've come to this far..and yeah, miles,miles away yet to achieve..farewell friends. should i say TTYL..or TTYS? xoxo;

as we grow old.. (:

you makan apa hari ni?

2010-10-29T16:54:00.000-07:00

one sunny friday evening, during lunch time, a boy called his girl on the cell phone..

boy: hello, you buat apa tu?
girl: i tengah makan ni..awalnya habis solat? (sambil melihat ke jam dinding angka jam menunjukkan pukul 1.50 ptg)
boy: haah. you makan apa tu?
girl: i makan nasi, sup ayam,sayur ulam dengan sambal belacan :). you dah makan?
boy: emmm..sedappnya! belum lagi, i nak g dm la ni. if ramai orang i makan kat bilik je.
girl: oh okay you gi makan dulu.
boy: nant i call you back k yang..

10 minutes later..

(phone ringing)

girl: kenapa?
boy: you dah habis makan ke?
girl: almost. nak cuci pinggan ni..
boy: oh sorry.. cuba teka i makan lauk apa hari ni?
girl: emm..lauk apa?
boy: emm..lauk sama macam you, hehe..
girl: (sambil senyum-senyum kambing :8D) yeke? you makan apa?
boy: sup, ulam dengan sambal belacan lah.. i tengah rindu kat you
sebenarnya..sangat..
girl: kenyang ke makan lauk cmtu je?
boy: kenyang..kenyang hati, and physical juga tau :)
girl: alalala..thanks dear :"")

--undeniable, it's not easy for a guy to express his feeling to anyone, even with his own loved ones. can't blame the fact though, cz it's the nature of a man, indeed. but once he did that, rasa bahagia yang lain macam :) trust me,it's true people. terharu, nak menangis semua ada. sebab kita tau bukan selalu dia dapat tunjukkan perasaan dia. and everytime bila benda macam tu jadi, kita akan tau yang dia ikhlas dgn kata-kata tu. and yes, he really means it.

makanan ruji saya :)

p/s: trust meh, i can make a nice, spicyyy and 'nose-watering' sambal belacan. tak tipu!

my love for you is infinity

what on earth (:

2010-10-25T16:56:00.000-07:00

check out how these colourful and unique micro cells can be when the're placed under a light microscope-- maybe.LOL. taken from a random website though. SUBHANALLAH (: unfortunately i managed to go through this article once, and i can no longer reach the website due to my carelessness in jotting down the URL. pfft-.- so yea, i kinda fail to name these creatures properly as am not really sure of it.have a look yea!

a wasp eye

soy sauce

bubbles

err..some creature found in the sea.

cancerous cell-- if am NOT mistaken.

cool huh? (:

this cocoon is going to pop out!

2010-10-21T20:02:00.000-07:00

...and become a beautiful butterfly! :) yes indeed. am getting bored with the current skin. so yeah, the blog will undergo some maintenance.* wink wink* new skin, and of course new ENTRIES! i mean loads of entries to be updated after a long,long period of hibernation. LOL (: wish to convey some fresh ideas, stories and everything in between-- right after me done with this maintenance thingy. so yeah, toodles for now peops! ;)

kenapa??

2010-09-02T10:55:00.000-07:00

boleh tak bagi satu jawapan yang absolute,kenapa benda-bande alah kat tepi belah kanan aku punya blog ni KOSONG je??:"((

sayalah perindu :(

2010-06-30T16:14:00.000-07:00

"it's almost a quarter after 1600 and i'm all alone and i need you now...;'("

jadi budak baik dekat sana okay,

jangan buli OC yg sememangnya dah buli you,

makan kat dewan makan tu banyak2 biar you tak pengsan,

nyanyi lagu UiTM Di Hatiku kuat2 biar dewan sejuk gila bergegarr ;),

and above all thesee,

just be who you are, and what you want to be..

GOODLUCK LOVE --<-<@

third semester.

2010-06-29T16:55:00.000-07:00

SO LONGGG and HELLO bloggers!;)

yes indeed! this girl now has a problem of conveying her ideas and imaginations into words, somehow. so yeah, that is why her blog turns to be so 'tak bersemangat' this lately! i have to agree with that though.

PLUS, with the problem of WIFI here in the campus, she finds that she could only log in to FB like few minutes, rather than couple of hours she used to spend in front of her lappy before -_-".

apa lagi kalau nak i log in to blogspot pulak kan?

and APART FROM THAT, with bunch of assignments to be submitted, not to forget the one that have to be done OVER AND OVER AGAIN!arghh.. i could feel the hectic of it starting from now.

"let's foresee how this hectic life would be in the next 5 years time...IF AND ONLY IF i can ever get myself successfully into the BLS programme.."

someone seems to stalk on meh!:D

2010-04-14T02:41:00.000-07:00

FIRST AND FOREMOST..

thanks to HASYA NADHIRAH a.k.a QASEH MAWADDAH for tagging me to actually answer this so-called 'soalan terjah' !and SORRY if the answers given are in multi-languages,i loike though! okay let me start with the first answer :-

1) Siapakah diri saudari di rumah?

- AMIRAH SYAHIRAH MOKHTAR adalah zuriat perempuan terakhir yg lahir dari hasil p'kongsiap hidup EN. MOKHTAR MD. ALI & PN.RAHIMAH MAT TAMIN yg kini telah m'cecah 30 tahun.
- ADIK kpd 3 org kekanda yg cantik jelita, tdk m'punyai kekanda yg kacak hensem , dan kekanda kpd seorg adik lelaki.
- seorang yg boleh dikatakan ringan tulang, membantu ibu t'sayang tanpa byk menyoal.
-seorg anak yg suka makan nasi dan lauk masakan ibu sampai 2-3 kali menambah! p/s:hanya masakan ibu yg boleh buat saya menambah nasi:D

2) Siapakah saudari di samping kawan-kawan?

- am a good times and hard times buddy!;)
-pendengar masalah,pendengar umpatan dan gosip yg setia, LOL.
-bahu saya ni laa yg org cari-cari whenever they feel like tearing.
-maybe di mata mereka, saya ni senang dibawa b'borak pape aja, in a short word; i'm an open-minded person for them to spill out every version of stories, ranged from U to 18SG,SX,PL pun ada,HAHA (:

3) 5 perkara yang saudari idamkan belum tercapai?

-i pray to receive a MUET result which stated a band 4 on it. my heart tells me that i should do something according to my capability.so i don't intend to put a higher target than the fourth band, amin..

-to end my pre-law with a pointer of 3.5 and above..:)) and pleasee Lord! give me a place to study in SHAH ALAM campus for my degree programme,instead of MERBOK..! due to some random rumours i've heard:"(

-to have a good career as a lawyer, legal advisor, or anything related to this legal field that offers me with a good, good salary! *blink blink* and of course, i intend to put myself as one of the gov. servant..nant bersara ada duit pencen!cheyh longg investment tau! :8D

-i pray to perform good deeds towards beloved mom and dad, to repay them back eventhough i know that it's indeed "unrepayable". for atleast, berbakti utk yg tersayang selagi hayat dikandung badan..

-how about to settle down? hehe suka aja!of course siapa je yg taknak impian yg last ni m'jadi kenyataan? bak kata hasya, "ingin menjadi isteri kpd seorang zauj yg dicintai".. dikurniakan babies yg comel macam ibu dia!:")

3) Siapakah nama pasangan saudari?

okay ni namanya soalan perangkap! haha lagi mau tanya kan hasya? akal waras diri ini b'kata, "jodoh itu ketentuan ALLAH yg sudh t'tulis di LUH MAHFUZ.." tp saya sbg hamba yg lemah ini TIDAK AKAN putus-putus b'doa supaya kebahagiaan dan kegembiraan b'sama si dia yg telah dikecapi kini akan berpanjangan hingga ke akhir hayat.maksudnya smp waktu saya nak settle down, sy m'harapkan dialah bakal zauj yg dinanti-nanti, dgn iain-NYA:)

so, buat masa ini, si dia tlh diberi nama NUR MOHD.SHUKRI B. MOHAMAD:)

4) Ceritakan 5 perkara yang anda suka tentang pasangan saudari?

bukan nak riak,sekadar pujian ikhlas dr saya:)

- hidungnya yg agak-agak nak mancung itu tlh memancing hati akak:D

- he's an obedient 'abang long' towards his umi and abah and his little brothers and sister:")

- he works hard to achieve his dream.

- he cares and concern about all things related to me.

- and he accept and loves me for who i am wthout any doubts, and he's my very loyalover..

6) Bilakah tarikh saudari couple?

as stated above; on MAY 27th 2008:)

7)Apakah pengalaman pahit saudari bersama beliau?

-nothing bitter than the month of JANUARY 2010..it tells you e'thing though.but it's better for not to recall them back. whatever it is, past is past, and i've learnt to be a patient person from the day onwards.. and to forgive but yet no to forget.

8) Lagu tema cinta saudari?

i don't know which one supposed to be..he loves to sing to me "kerna ku sayang kamu" by dygta and also "my guardian angel". but i prefer "cintamu" by dygta too,feat ira..yes ia sdg b'kumandang ketika anda singgah di blog ini(:

9)Apa perubahan yang dilihat pada pasangan?

well, as we both growing up, there must be changes going through the phase,yes? homosapiens do change a lot!huhu, so yeahh..there is some laa, but as long as the changes made is for the better life without bothers the relationship, then it'll be fine with me. but to tell the truth, the most obvious is that he's getting "muscular-er" and more!takut! :/

10) 10 rakan yang anda mahu interview?

shazlida shafee!

cik azyyati wahidah mesti :D

cik fatimah ili :)

miss zaghinn zahari love

p/s : 4 for me is enoughh, all of them are virgin girls and having hot,hot boyfiees..:)so let's terjah them!ngee:DD

auww..that touches me!

2010-04-04T21:36:00.000-07:00

1.THANK AND LINK THE PERSON WHO GAVE YOU THE AWARD.

a big,big applause to miss nabilah lutfi for the award given, you've been so thoughful all ths
while, *big hugg*

2.PASS THIS AWARD ONTO 10 BLOGGERS YOU'VE RECENTLY DISCOVERED AND
THINK ARE FANTASTIC.

~ cik weyda
~ miss aqeela
~ zarin kacak
~ hafiz jelita
~ encik zul
~ shazlida shafee :)
~ fatin fatihah

p/s : sorry cz i just manage to list 7 of em'..will be update more soon :)

3.CONTACT SAID BLOGS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY'VE WON THE AWARD.

yess,will do:))

4.STATE 7 THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF.

* she's straight, yes exactly!

* a little girl wth 5blood siblings.

* active in sports ; hockey during her schl days, tht makes her skin goes tanned!

* she sings and dance..err well?

* she's very determined, but yet 'fussy' in achieving her goal..of course in a good way laa;p

* her classmates in campus call her 'ibu' ; maybe because of the attitude for being too mothery:)

* she loves her loverboy so much!

everyday is a boring day.

2010-03-30T23:26:00.000-07:00

how's that sounds to you?it's indeed. sometimes i felt being in the campus is wayy pleasant. WHY? cz i feel i have more things to do there.ahh..it was just an assumption though, forget it -_-
but telling you the truth, i begin to miss KUANTAN aload!

i can't even recall when was the last time i went for scrabbling on the blog. i was just scared if my acc might have just been blocked due to the long period of not signing in to it, cz i guess my friend had experienced that before.thank GOD, it didn't happened to me.

lost of ideas i should say, i mean goood ideas to be jotted down here. but yeahh, guess i have to begin; starting the engine of this brilliant brain to get to work, or else it will soon reach the expired date! NOO! i won't let this thing happen. i have to get my brain works brilliantly. enough of half-day of sleep mimzy, ohh god you've been sleeping too much!

other than that, enjoying your perfect evening raining season peops, yeahh i'm now enjoying it to the max! and andd HAPPY HOLIDAY ASASI-IANS!:D

happy 19th BIRTHDAYY and MONTHLISARY! :DD

2010-01-27T00:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY DEAREST NAQIYAH AZRAIE! you're a year older now babe,so behave like a true kakak okay? i love you so much sister,may ALLAH bless you and be success in your future,aminn..:) can't wait to have those laughs and giggles with you,xoxo;AMIRAHMIMZY

and to dear lover ;

HAPPY 19th MONTHLISARY SHUKRI MOHAMAD!:) may all the darks back then vanished and pray tht it will never ever come back to assault this parapet tht have been built by us; with full of love and happiness.i don't want anybody to seize the day anymore..and i'll keep praying for ths honey,pray that this bond will last forever in HIS bless..*i wanna marry you,and i wanna have kids* theheee:)) I LOVE YOU yes.. wholeheartedly and faithfully and madly deeply..like there's no tomorrow!you're the BEST afterall!you rock my heart babeh ;-**

p/s: i just noticed tht both fall on the same digits ; 19 !! haha LORD bless US so muchh!:))

being a critical thinker is really really critical!

2010-01-26T11:14:00.000-08:00

drop by to just saying..err.. HELLO AND MORNING EVERYBODYY!:)

currently in library (haha for once in a bluemoon you pple got the chance to actually observe me in here) ..thought of doing some research on the internet for BEL 313 ; tonnes of assignments are queuing up to be done wth the use of CRITICAL THINKING!! this is crazy man!oh ALLAH,please gives this little kid a bit of patience and strength, and guides her well, so that she won't feel down and easily give up. this is indeed her FUTURE my dear LORD..

i'm going up stairs to my hostel now.till then..salam..

regards;
mimzymims

the sunday begins..

2010-01-24T11:40:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT PAGII KUANTAN!!:)

supposedly need to wake up as early as 8 to do the hsework,cheh!bt end up "terjaga" at almost 9.30.sorry dearest housemates for not lending a help to clean the house,ohh i felt soo bad!:( no hard feelings yea pple, sayang korg sampai mati laa sisters!okay back to the business,my laptop has been fixed!yeahhh!:D but still..the lazyness to go for blogging is still there.*sigh* oh saya sgt tgh ketandusan idea skarang ,seriously i don’t know wht else to crap abt in here.eventhough there’s like tonnes of things happened in between my absence from ths blogging world;ranged from the sweet,sour,salty..semua ada!but too hard to recall all of em' back laa.it's okay then mimzy,just get started wth ths new entry of yours ogayy..

i'm not going back home next week, as my family has plan to spend their THAIPUSAM holidays in KUANTAN,plus the "HARI WILAYAH" according to mommy which falls on monday,so yea..extra holidays for them maybe.it's been a pleasure for me, of course simply because first, i don't have to buy ticket and let my ass hurt for sitting in the bus along the journey from kuantan to K.L, and second because i got to spend my weekends wth my family here,in my study plce, weee:))

but still..one thing that distracts me a bit,okay it's not really a distraction,but i'm seriously now torn in between..;SHUKRI wove is going for the hockey tournament held in Lembah Pantai for the Sukan UM i guess,and great!because the tournament will be held on the same day as thaipusam,pffft!i've been waiting for such events actually; watching him dribbling the ball in front of me,attacking the opponents and stuff.in fact,it's my fav sports though,of course i'll be like so anxious especially when somebody who's yours is playing for the game,argghh!guess ths going to be the first and the last of his participation in UM for tht game,as ths sem itself is going to be his last semester.i won't be having the second chance though..:(

but still..NO WAY for me to hurt my parents feeling as well.yeah they're my only priority for now..yes indeed!plus they have booked the hotel and stuffs,so i'm not going to screw up the plan,no!lover,wish to watch the game though..maybe takda rezeki kot. but please promise me to capture something on tht day okay?eventhough i might not be there,atleast there's somethng for me to witness and satisfy myself,hehe.
wish you all the best baby.try to shoot some balls okay,bak kata qiyah "pecahkan telur"! haha and perhaps 12th college can be the champion! love you forever moreee

MAAL HIJRAH 1431H,the blessings(:

2009-12-18T19:32:00.000-08:00

i guess i prefer to post this entry in fully malay version,hehe..happy reading dear bloggers!:)

it's the first muharam TODAY..alhamdulillah syukur dipanjatkan kpd ALLAH S.W.T krn diberikan nafas utuk terus berjihad di atas muka bumi ini:)

alhamdulillah,semalam sempat juga baca doa akhir tahun just a few minutes before azan maghrib dgn roomate t'sayang ash..and solat maghrib b'jemaah dkt umah ni.then before azan isyak baru turun kat hall bawah cz ada solat jemaah beramai2 utk smbutan maal hijrah.

sesi tazkirah semalam in between maghrib dgn isyak dikendalikan oleh my dear roomate gak,hasya & ex housemate, akmal.basically akmal b'cerita ttg hijrah RASULULLAH SAW dr Mekah ke Madinah dan perjuangan baginda , mcm yg selalu penceramah2 bgtau time sambutan maal hijrah dekat sekolah dulu2,hehe.and hasya pula cerita pasal hijrah di zaman ini,yg dikhususkan kepada golongan remaja seperti saya ni:)byk input dan ilmu yg diperoleh,tak sia-sia turun dewan semalam.

dan spjg majlis tazkirah tu b'langsung jugalah,hati ni tak henti2 muhasabah, menilai balik apa yg dah dilakukan sepanjang hidup menjadi hamba ALLAH SWT. banyak sebenarnya perkara berkaitan agama yg sering dipandang ringan,or t'lepas pandang. diri ini lemah ya ALLAH,doaku semoga aku akan terus istikharah utk berhijrah kpd yg lebih baik di sisi MU..

teringat kata hasya,"apa-apa pun perkara kalau didahului dgn niat yg baik,walaupun belum dilakukan lagi pun dah mendapat ganjaran.." dan "sekurang-kurangnya kalau dpt lakukan perubahan yg sedikit pun jadilah sebagai p'mulaan.. " lebih kurg macam tulah isi2 tazkirah yg dia sampaikan smlm.ya,memang tak dinafikan, islam itu sendiri tak memandang kesempurnaan dalam semua perkara, sekurang-kurangnya kita ada kesedaran utk berubah kan?niat yg baik tentu akan m'hasilkan sesuatu yg baik..(:

banyak sebenarnya nak cerita,tapi takpalah..tak pandai nak susun ayat,sebab apa yg tsirat di hati ni susah nak digambarkan perasaan dan rasa yg macam mana..akhir sekali..

buat renungan para muslimin;

Ingatlah kamu dalam berlari mencari redha Tuhanmu,

Tidaklah ia dihiasi dengan wangian kasturi,

Tetapi ditaburi dengan onak ranjau yang tidak terperi,

Hidup ini akan menjadi indah jika segalanya kita lakukan kerana ALLAH SWT..

ALLAHUAKBAR!!

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH BUAT SEMUA MUJAHID DAN MUJAHIDAH YG DIBERKATI ALLAH SWT..BERSAMA KE ARAH MENCAPAI PERIBADI MUKMIN YANG UNGGUL..amin..

p/s:bila tengok balik bukan 100% pun guna b.melayu haha:))

SORRY seems to be the hardest word?

2009-12-18T02:13:00.000-08:00

just maybe for certain people,they might be saying that it supposed to be the easiest one,but sorry for me..cz i can't be on my knees towards people and asking for their forgiveness if i don't commit any sins?

but frankly speaking,i've made kinda big mistakes regarding the previous entry which i've just posted few days back.so here,i am head over knees to ask for an apology for wht i've done,basically for what i've been misinterprating and misunderstood throughout these days..

tell you guys wht,i'm not being at the side of anybody.. either this party A or party B..i'm definitely opposing to both!being in neutral somehow is much better rather than to commit a dispute for no reasons, and end up taking side on either this two parties..which yet you yourself doesn't even make any assurance that they could be in the right position or not..so please..DO NOT. "kalau was-was, lebih baik tinggalkan..." tht was the saying from my ustazah when i was in the senior high schl..so just pleasee..DON'T.

and another one more thing; buat para adam2 sekalian..

if you're gentleman enough,then just don't drag us into you guys problems..cause it might get even worse!macam taktau hati kami org perempuan ni fragile bak kata mdm nurma, and cepat sgt bg respond yg mengemosionalkan..so wht's the point of we being there,just to make things even upside down?benda yg kecik pn boleh expand and mengembang kan?i guess this is the problems we had when there is somehow a miscommunication occured between the opposite gender.

sekalung maaf sekali lagi buat rakan2 laki & rakan2 gadis yg disayangi..

"renung-renungkan..."

"WE ARE BEAUTIFUL,NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY,WORDS WON'T BRING US DOWN.. <33"-CHRISTINA AGUILERA-

you'll win some..yes

2009-12-15T14:07:00.000-08:00

you're happy when you make fool of people,don't you?-_-" c'mon pple, we're growing up,so have some matured thoughts atleast..please?you don't exactly know what you're saying..but the truth is,most of the people who surround you felt offended and it hurts them a lot!do have atleast little bit of sense of sensitivity whenever you speak up about somethng, cause you might get people pissed off with you just without you realize about it..and yes,i'm talking abt those who feel so good about themselves that they do not even care about others;how they feel and how offended they are to be treated in such a way?

okay,fine..you might be saying that "hey i'm just doing jokes here" or "c'mon you don't have to be so hard feeling!"..but think about it again..hell we don't give a damnass if it's really a joke,bt when you're behaving just about the same irritating stuffs over and over again,definitely it will irritate and annoyed people like..heck alot!and seriously you're supposed to notice about it,not just pretending tht you innocent for nothing!bear in mind to whom it may concerned..you guys are such a stuck up!maybe you'll know how it feels like if you were in his/her shoes.im sorry for the harsh words coming out,but we're highly educated person,so just don't corrupt your ownself by behaving as such a way..cause that is badly and madly embarassing!

do believe in KARMA,then you'll soon believe just when you win some,you'll lose some in the future..- AMIRAHMIMZY<3

she's blossoming..

2009-12-08T00:44:00.000-08:00

it's been very inconvient to me wthout the presence of my laptop since i started my second semester here in Kuantan.it had been broke down due to some problems wth the monitor and according to my sister,it could cost you up to 300 bucks for the fix thingy,and yeah..i inneed of mummy's money..curse the allowance for not being out on time!

okay whatever it is,life must go on mimzy(: ..second semester is here,and in just less than a month being in the campus,there's like two more weeks to go i guess before the mid semester break comes,and hell no..its like that is super fast! bt i can't doubt the fact tht the period of ths second sem is kinda short and the sylibus tend to be more complex and complicated!so tht's wht we call challenges to face on.be strong young lady,you go girl..!try to beat the previous sem pointer okay?

i'm looking forward to;-

*meeting my beloved family ths weekend,going back to kajang!:))

*seeing shukri mohamad<33

*being more productive in ths current semester!

dine at flaming steamboat.

2009-11-17T01:27:00.000-08:00

it's been too long to recall e'thng though;it was on last last sunday..so let the pictures tell you e'thing!after all,ths steamboat restaurant in sunway was the 'superb-est'!;))

marshmallows dressing wth chocolate,nyummy!

i love her:))

they looked tremendously HAPPY!;D

ice-cream wth a variety of flavours.

ABC ada,semua pun ada.it's not just abt a steamboat restaurant!

okay we're done.went back home wth perut boroi;p

venue:Flaming Steamboat Buffet nearby Sunway Pyramid,PJ.
price: RM22 per head,and you can eat it all till your tummy burst!
time: 6 pm till late.
i'll definitely gonna gv 'em 5 star lah bebeyh!;D

BABY i just wish you were there to enjoy all these treasures from the sea!(:

my long lost photos.

2009-11-03T02:50:00.000-08:00

ok tell you guys the truth..i'm in the mood of recalling the past,the sweet memories of my teenagelife in school.all of sudden kan?plus wth the new acc of Facebook i'd just signed up,more and more of my long lost schlfriends popped out on the friend requests,damnnit!i've been missing you girls like hell okay?T.T

ok,cut it short.ths entry has got nothng to do wth fb though,LOL.checkout ths pictures of my
hockeyteam.these were taken on JULY 14th 07 during the hockey tournament in Lembah Pantai Hockey Stadium,K.L..my fourth former tales pple:)

Lembah Pantai Hockey Stadium,fuhhh breathing in some fresh airr:)

uhh i love tht hair though:(

aqilah,our goalkeeper..dia nih takut bola sikit,hehe.

bullied by the seniors,pfffttt!

sunsilk commercial break;D

part time job;catwoman!

just before the game started,anxiety attacks!but hey,the coach can definitely rely on these first eleven's gadis!!they could bring the team wayyy to the top!here's from the left,sarah the defender, neb the captain, me the midfielder and the pusher,and qiyah the co captain and the hitter.we rock the turf,yes we did!

we'll make it through together

2009-10-26T22:17:00.000-07:00

for some random recalls:-
~i remembered my first final paper was on last Sept. 29th and starting from tht day we seldomly got ourselves on the phone as i was trying my hard to do revisions and so.
~i remembered how i was so tensed and hectically depressed cause i couldn't absorb any single mainpoints on the notes for MTC subjects.i cried to you on the phone and you got me cheered and calmed.i felt heavenly relieved,it seemed like you took away half of my burden to face for the finals,and i was soo glad for tht:""))

and now,it's your turn to sit for your finals,and i tend to feel like some sort of being a 'loneranger' at home;doing nothing instead of daydreaming about YOU,YOU and just..YOU..bila i makan,muka you ada kat ayam masak kicap mak i masak,bila i tido muka you ada kat kipas siling bilik i,bila i mandi muka you ada kat shower pulak,huhu eceyh!:D while you?yeahh i know you're intimmating and mingle arnd wth books and whole loads of books!!and i know hw it feels like to be in the science stream,dealing wth calculus,chemistry,physics and stuffs make you feel so tensed..double mine kan sayang?and we're changing task now; i'll be there,and always be there by your side whenever you feel like banging your head on the walls or even kicking your toilet door,HAHA okay lover?;)

no worries kayh yang,i know we can make it through..c'mon sing wth me.."i can make it through the rain,i can stand up once again.." haha i lovee mariah carey to death!ok enough of ths mie!like i said just now,we can make it all the way baby,and ohh yes we can!and now i'll be waiting for your papers to end ths coming friday and say hey hooo to KLCC...here we comee!;D
oh deary MR.ENGINEER,i'll pray for your very best achievements and do pray for my excellent result as well yup?see you in 2 weeks time babyy,loveyou like there's no more days and nights,xoxoxo!

counting down on the days to the next 7 years

childhood obsession.

2009-10-24T23:09:00.000-07:00

ths is so superb!!i thought the BSB had been eternally buried..for like ever and everr!damnn,i'm the biggest fan of BSB though,and still i am..my all time fav you know?tak hancur ditelan zaman pun diorg ni.hehs oww i kan jambuu and jiwangg :p They've brought back so much memories of my childhood! i still remembered how crazy i was for tht Nick Carter and how my sister was sosoo into Howie D hah and yes,also how Jiha told me tht Kevin was hers!what a childhood days laa i would say.HAHA guess masa tu i was just around standard 2 or 3 kott,LOL.

and few days back,while i was sitting on the couch watching tv (im not sure whether it was V,MTV or HITZ)and suddenly i saw ths familiar figure and voice..and there goes Nick Carter!and the rest wth their latest comeback kot.."Straight To My Heart" is the title and the vid clip was like OHHH ths is soo cool!wth those vampire-like environment hha mcm wtv jaa:D unfortunately,there were just 4 of them wthout jiha's Kevin and tht is so like incomplete.and i hv no idea where the hell of tht dude gone.sorry tak update pulak the latest life of artistes ni. fuuhh,what a TIP TOP song lahh kan,mmg energetic habis!i love it!love you guys to bits gilaa dow!<333

i've uploaded the vid for you guys though,so enjoyy!it's indeed..COOOLLLLL c(:

p/s:for higher quality video,log on to Youtube.com!

biar betul??

2009-10-22T22:30:00.000-07:00

ok tell you wht,i actly had ths conversation just before i fell sick,which means ths took plce a week ago.and guess only now i hv the time to spread ths news, especially to LAW-ians UiTM Kuantan. yeah,mb some of you guys alrdy notice abt ths,bt still some of them do not.so ths was how the conversation went on,between me and my clssmate,PAIN :-

lilme_monster: :)
lilme_monster: wat pe je?
lilme_monster: hee
she91_pain: chat ngn kak sab..
she91_pain: senior..
lilme_monster: ececeyhhhhh
lilme_monster: hehe
lilme_monster: suda maju nmpk?
she91_pain: tnye sal klas la..
she91_pain: ap yg maju?
lilme_monster: tade pape
lilme_monster: hee
lilme_monster: tny sal klas?klas mnde?
she91_pain: dieowg tuka klas sbb ad klas for repeaters..
lilme_monster: tak paham dow
lilme_monster: ko ckp slow2 skit
lilme_monster: hee
she91_pain: cm ni..
she91_pain: cnth if oke,if la klas kte ad yg repeat..
she91_pain: yg repeat tu dok 1 klas..
she91_pain: so,klas laen akn trgnggu..
she91_pain: yg repeat akn dkumpulkn 1 klas.
she91_pain: ada phm?
lilme_monster: yg repeat means yg failure la?
lilme_monster: tu yg jadi time dorg nak masuk sem 2 aritu?
lilme_monster: adoihhh ni yg mcm nak sedey
she91_pain: ye kot..
she91_pain: xtau sgt..
lilme_monster: emm tape thnks for the info

so pple,i mean the LAW-ians, u got tht msg rght,don't you?mcm harapan je utk stay dlm class yg sama,together wth the same clssmates,pfffft!!pls i bet Pain won't cheat me for no reason,it's wht Kak Sab,the senior told her though. anyhow, we can just pray tht all of us will passed the exam excellently so tht no one's gonna be thrown away from their own class,to tht 'trash',urghh!please don't!cause i bet all of you guys wanna be in the same clss wth the same,same classmtes wthout fail aite?so just hope tht Dr.J will use his discretionary power effectively,ohh i beg you to death sirr!i wanna be wth my HUJAN VOCALLIST,wth the HARRY POTTER,wth my TOPSCORER,wth CIKGU,wth ANAK IMME,wth my darling FIONA'S, wth the bestest CLASSREP A.K.A MAK TIRI and the rest of I GROUP ..oohh pleasee pleaseee:"(

patience is the best medicine(:

2009-10-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

been attacked by some sort of 'so-called serious disease' maybe,?..ohh God knows how i went through the past few days terribly..tortured! pity my mum too sampai kena masuk air. luckily mine wasn't tht serious.we thought we might be suffering from food poisoning,but it was not. the doctor gave me some medication pills and know wht,i even had to swallow ths one typical type of charcoal-like pill,and it is indeed,CHARCOAL!urgghh..okay enough of ths sickness story..im all recovered now!:D

can you see the tablet wth black pills?okay tht's the one, the charcoal
thingy,it somehow tasteless,and tht's the very good thng abt it:p

macam belacan je.

2009-10-15T01:51:00.000-07:00

do you guys feel exactly wht i feel at ths moment?;

1)rasa mcm udang kering yg sedang di dipenyek2.
2 )udang kering yg dah dpenyek tu digaul sebati bersama bahan2 lain;kalau nak tambah skali dgn budu ke cencalok pun ok jugak kot.
3)and lastly,kena biar perap selama beberapa bulan atau tahun..haaa dah jadi..BELACANNNN!

recipe taktau betul ke tak,ikut kepala hati je nak ckp apepn.duhh..and tht's wht i've been suffering now;exactly like the third one.terperap dkt rumah doing nothng,but MAKAN,TDO bgun 11 pg and TGK T.V.arghhh,plus wth the flu and sorethroat which do not really seem to be healed,it really turned me upside down now.erghhh-_-"
can somebody come here,kidnap me and bring me to another hectic plce,cause i kinda miss being in it.. loads!LAS VEGAS,the Sincity anyone?pleaseeeee..

laughs and tears<3

2009-10-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

ths pic was taken on the 8th of Eid; a day bfore i was off to Kuantan to sit for the finals.
kerinduan was being cured on tht day,particularly,and the feeling of content was there,thanks Lord;)
so many changes i could see from them; from physical appearances to..inner behaviors.hehs,and of course,to the positive onelahh,not the other way round ok;D

girls,we're big,big GIRL now in ths big,big WORLD and yeah..BIG GIRLS DON'T CRYY!we've grown up together babies,we shared the whole of us together,and we used to cry and giggle like no one's business.c'mon girls,make some recalls a bit!no matter wht it is,neither you're seeing me in my ponytail hair,nor i'm seeing you in leggings and shortskirts,we're still sisters,sticking to each other forever for eternity!and tht's soo a vow from me to you girls ;"")and to both of the boys on the side,heh you guys rocks to bits ok!bt so sorry those msgs above are so not for you guys,its for 6JAHANAM(missing nawal and sarah) jaa.dear lover wearing kemeja merah,don't get me on your nerves!;p

and ths is 18 years old AMIRAH SYAHIRAH pple,now living all alone by herslf wthout the beloved 6JAHANAM..bt here,she still has those kids 'sekepala' wth her, playing guli and pasir sama2 kan geng?haha meet my cheerful clssmates:)and ths figure was taken on raya celebration in the campus.so we were all got dressed up in our new baju raya,and so does mine!here's from the left;SHAZREEN,DINA,AYZA,ME(and all of us are from S'gor)FATIN(K.L) andd PAIN(Johore). ok actually bak kata AYZA, mine and fatin's je yg baru,haha;p

thanks loads for ths whole 5months of semester girls,it has been a greattt pleasure for me to get into you girls intimately;)promise me tht y'all won't be changing classes for next sem!love youuu to bits and bitss --<@

chatting feverr.

2009-10-11T03:06:00.000-07:00

despite i got nothng to do at home and the boredom hits like a hectic tsunami, i still hv my baby lappy tht assists me alot to overcome the 'boringness' for ths upcoming few weeks more i guess:)

and eversince few days back as well,the Yahoo Messenger(YM) suddenly seemed to be well functioned on my desktop!huu,well i hate chatting at the first plce u see,mb it could be counted approximately arnd cple of times only, you'll be seeing me signing in into the YM acc.LOL

so the day before yesterday i started wth ths one lengchai named gbom ;)he's my campus mate jst so u'll knw,bt not staying in the same cmpus la,cz he is a he,haha.borak mcm org yg memg tak pnh jmp lgsung,walhal dh byk kali t'serempak sbenanya.tot he's kinda very 'shy-shy-cat' and having his mouth muted,oopss sorry dude..i could see it frm your first appearance though,first impressionlahh i would say:) and tu apa yg i nmpak..tp u memg lain gila kot..remember i told you 'looks can be soo deceiving huh?" hehe.

the second night went a bit gloomy..i had a conference on YM wth my two babies; NAWAL AND QIYAH.we were having fun at first,thinking tht ths is the first time we got to chat to one another eversince we left for colleges and stuffs.borak pnya borak tiba2 masuk cite pasal kete lah amik license tak lagilah,macam2.then suddenly qiyah went a bit diff.she replied to us mcm nak taknak je,then suddnly she went off9,leaving me and nawal wondering;is it a joke or is it us tht takes her down ACCIDENTALLY?we're sorry for our words babe,aku syg kaw lah macikk!jgn majuk lagi syg;"( kaw balik kajang nnt kita g ronda2 k?luv you!
at the same time,i was having the borak wth gbom..again..hari2 pun dy on9 kbetulan time i on9 juga!haha;)we had so much of gossips and jokes and merapus and silly emoticons appeared, kan dude?we can even beat the girls talk tau?gilalahhh we rock!

and tonight the same thng goin on.dah boring lyn ms,mulalah on YM.and there goes..GBOM!hari ni dy pelik skit,dala dy buzz i dulu,and then byk pulak auta dy arini.pening kapla den-_-" luckily you're GBOM..heheh
then dah boring sgt dgn envronment yg dy upload, i pn g upload environment doodle,and we start our doodling here and there like awful and jobless kids.haha!

the last person whom i got to chat wth was Ali Imran,my former plkn-mate,glad to hear news from you dude.miss those moments though:)jst bfore i left the chatting area,he keep telling me tht "hey btw,still nice pic" referring to the dsplay image on the side where i was wearing the jubah and purdah and stuffs,LOL.and the funny thng is,boley plak dy tnya aku.."sejak bila ko pakai penutup mulut tu mie?" i wonder why is e'body think tht i'm wearing the purdah permenantly?hadoiii,i won't interfere into tht matter seriously laa pple,im just following the theme required on tht particular night;culture heritage and i was choosing to be dressed up in egyptian style.i can't be tht extreme pple,come onnnnn..i'm still being me,the hillarious and the 'moron' me ..so no worriess peeps;DD

"SHAOLIN MI"?ohh thts me actually,in his imagination..playing hockey blablabla..btw thanks yea awak,ada bakat jd Leonardo ni:D

dari hati yg tulus suci

2009-10-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

hello my deary blog..its beenn soooo long since i've been shutting up myslf from scribbling onto your beautiful piece of time-stamped article in a journal format(aha applying the CSC134 knwledge;p)..and i kinda miss you loads you knw,LOL;)

so many thngs happen during my absence on ths webste; the RAYA celebration,FINAL EXAMS which ended yesterday and so many thngs in btwn..yet to be jotted down soon..

bt now..i jst wanna say tht i'm madly deeply GLAD to be at home..finally!the first semester passed by in jst a blink of your eyes..and looks like there's another one year left there struggling in Kuantan!ohh Lord,pls and pls guides me well towards my future undertakings..and i don't want it to get screwed up by my own silly mistakes..even A BIT
!T.T

i don't care wht pple wanna say.."hey,it's just the first sem lah,honeymoon lagi.."ahh sorry its sooo not for me.i've had tht when i used to be in the hghschl,and i don't want to repeat the same mistakes over and over again.i need to be well prepared,and keep on track wth e'thng i do wayy from the beginning..and before it's too late!

so go mimzy,battle for your own future sake, jst keep on praying for your excellent CGPA for ths upcoming first semester's result..aminnn.. aja aja fighting!

p/s:goodluck to all the SENIORS in grabbing your golden chances to be one of the BLS-ians in SHAH ALAM CAMPUS sooonn!missing the moments loads,hv a good life then ;)

pleasant feelings.

2009-09-15T00:33:00.000-07:00

hello pple,im home.err..okay im just home! spending my weekend in the campus without listening to the hustle bustle sounds of my hsemtes yelling and shouting and giggling like nobody's business made it some sort of weird thingy laa i should clled it as.i wondered wht is it tht triggers me so much till i went and decide to go bck home on MONDAYY,instead of tht particular FRIDAY!haha sy rajin sgt!most of my hsemates and even other hsemates block sebelah went back late at least by saturday,bt me,fatin, and fiza sgt sgtlah terover rajin balik lambat sgt.the cmpus endup to be the most silent and solemn plce to be.haha once in a lifetime u'll get the chance to experience tht babeh!;D

i woke up ths morning at 8.30 when i remembered my appointment today wth MR.IKMAL at the library,eceyhh appointment taw!well,at least we got to learn smthng and study 'a bit' before we both off to home later on tht evening aite?it supposed to be at 9 plus bt still i was like linger arnd the hse wthout bathing yet.so,fatin decided to go dwn first and i'll be there in a minute...in a 'minute' ahhhaha:p
overall,the 'date' wth our cool lecturer went on very very very effective.it's worth taken for almost three hrs of discussion,plus im like woke up tht 'early' and hardworkingly went down to the library and start to open the 'kitab law',haha wht a don't-ever-forget-this-memory-mimzy.it's for the sake of your finals somehw rght?so regardless,memang best tahap karma berguru b'sama anda,MR.IKMAL!kudos to himm;)

the bus to kajang and k.lumpur were waiting for me and fatin at 2.30 pm.after packing up all the stuffs(tak lupa bawa balik smua kitab2 tuk finals nnt),we waited for the pakcik cab as we asked him to pick us up at 2o'clock.upon arriving at the terminal arnd 2.15,i was wondering where the hell of my bus.the red-black executive coach of SANI (eceyhh) didnt even showed up till 2.29pm i guess..urghhh!i tot i had already missed the bus,thank god my patience was still under control on tht moment.

whtever it is,i'm now homyyy!
p/s: fatin,i owed you some bucks aite?later sy bayar,thanks loads pumpkin 'kuba';D!xoxoxo

tears on the night.

2009-09-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

ohh the Almighty Allah..
please and please give me strength..lend me the Prophet Muhammad's patience and determine..
i seek for your forgiveness ya Allah..please help and guide me to the exit of ths long pathway..i'm not strong enough to receive all those conjecture ya Allah..protect me from being unrational towards any of my decisions i will make..to You im seeking for my forgiveness,and to You i give all my soul to..
AMINN..

childhood memoirs..popped out.

2009-09-07T20:49:00.000-07:00

counting on the days till we meet again..but when will it be then?i wonder..
girls, seriously im missing all of you like there's no tmrw:(
*emo sekejap*
rindurindurinduindurindurindu.

jia..she's my sister.it's worth taken for ths 11 yrs of friendship jst so you'd knw.iLOVEyou!

deary petsis;kakINTAN,my hockey cap-ta-in;)

OHH HERE GOES THE 6JAHANAM JUST SO U GUYS KNOW ;D

missing the 'fight' we used to hv.i clled you BITCH and you clled me bck SUNDAL hha;AQEELA ANNUAR~

ohh rindu lawak tahap kelas pertama ko sayang!NAQIYAH AZRA'AIE~

missing the moment when we got to duet together!NAWAL NAZIHAH~

babe, i totally missing the moment you went and tickle semua org!FARHA DIANA~

the best picture captured during the schldays,memoirs smehw aite?;)btw sorry sarah,i dn't hv any of your pic la darl.nnt sy cari and upload k?

intimmates for almost 6 yrs babies!yeah,distance do make us apart,bt we're still stick to our vow aite girls?see you girls in the next meeting..soon probably,xoxoxo!

the happiness turned into nightmare.

2009-09-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

tulaa,org tua2 cakap jgn suka2 byk sgt,nanti bnda sedih pulak dtg.ahah smetimes we hv to be agreed on tht tho,they don't tell you nonsense smehw,do they?

ysterday,i went out wth shukri for buka puasa.he picked me up at hme wth his uncle's honda at arnd 6pm.he went in and met my parents.we went out then and plan to survey for any ikan bakar restaurant as he's been eager for tht since cple of weeks ago,ok lah anything for you sayang ;)we decided to stop at Yankies Hut smewhere nearby Bangi, the plce looks calm and cozy.huu~ kerapu bakar,tomyam campur,kailan ikan masin and telur bungkus 'was' our meal tht night,waahh dinner for two mcm dinner for four!;D we seriously had a great break of fast yesterday night!thanks yang for willingly picked me up like all the way from setiawangsa to kajang,mwa! we went back at 8++,rushing to perform our maghrib.my sisters and her friends were there when we reached homy.and adli was like terlompat2 meeting shukri,gila excited!lama kot dy tak jumpa his uncle-to-be ni,lol:p after we had some drinks he decided to make a move;returns the car back to his uncle and off to pasum tht night juga.in less tht 30 minutes suddenly i received his phone call."awainya sampai umah pakcik,"i was thingking.

shukri:errr..yang..
me:awalnya you sampai?
shukri:kete i ni haa,takley start.mati tgh jalan!
me: u katne tu?
shukri: nak masuk mrr2 da ni,dala tgh2 jalan ni.takut bateri da abislaa.
me:err,adoii cmne ni?hemm jap2 ckp ng k.iza.

OMG!! i was so surprised to hear tht news!even my mum was like stunned gila dnga.pity him.he was alone and stucked in the middle of the road:( i could even imagine how was the mrr2 highway tht time;packed wth loads of cars and other vehicles,even lorries!he then spoke to my sister blablabla..and my sista asked, nak pegi tgk dy kat sana tak? and i was like,err dunno.it was 9 smthng and i scared my mum wouldnt let us out.bt nope!she is soooosooo understanding,she asked us to go and asked my sister to look after the car.she even asked us to bring ths one big water bottle,in case if tht car is drying up wth water.pheewwww-_-"

upon arriving,hell yeah..his car was kinda in a middle of the road,and other cars were like..sardin!sabar k yang,we'll figure out hw to fix it.we wait and wait and wait for the 'peronda jalan' to come bt they didnt.suddenly there's ths one honda similarly to his,stopped at the side and asked us wht happened. it was the battery which had already weak and need to be fixed,or atleast being jumpered.so tht pakcik kereta,who was a mechanic coincidently and a honda specialist as well, asked my sister to used her car battery to be jumpered onto shukri's car,giving it some power to be started.atlast,it works!thanks Lord!it was almost 11pm when we finished e'thng.he then went back safely..saya lega..pheww..you've made me turned upside down tht nght laa baby;)

you looked tiredla yang,don't you?

thanks pakcik mechanic!:D

ok we're done!the car has been fixed!;)

a shift to the better one.

2009-08-25T23:13:00.000-07:00

ALLAHUAKBAR!

a paradigmn shift? some sort of i would say.bt ths refers more to spiritual aspect, especially in ths month of Ramadhan.the tears was suddenly running dwn my cheeks as i heard his confession on tht nght.i relieved,Lord knws how it was tht moment.frm the voice,i knw he really mean it; to change for the better,for the future instead he said gently.idk wht's going on tht time,bt i would jst assume tht he had received somethng really worth taken in ths Ramadhan,and i was heavenly glad to hear his intention which he really wants to persue.yea,pple do need some time for changes,and the same thng goes to him.eventhough you've spoken abt the same thngs to tht particular person before,doesn't mean he'll absorb and so will accept tht idea on the dot aite.idts.so now i guess i've received the best feedback.alhamdulillah:)

we've reached to another step,where the 'keep on track of persuing smthng' has to be done.i bet you're not only change for the sake of " well,its ramadhan..so e'ones turning into angels and be pious.."i eager to see the shifting untill the end,even if its no longer Ramadhan.pple often say,there's reason lies behind every single thng tht occur,either you take it,or you run away frm it.

sayang,remember i'm always by your side to support you no matter wht kan<33

escape.

2009-08-22T12:04:00.000-07:00

LORD knws why,indeed.guess the last entry i've posted was on the last last of 28 july,damnit!its hv been almost a month!haha mimzy kaw buat apa je dlm sebulan ni?seems like i've been shutting up myslf frm pple mann.duhh lousy child~

and now atlast..i've escaped!haha baru ada nafsu nak blogging here and there.malas gila nak on9 actually,and i've been spending the whole previous days doing my regular routine..TIDO..and puasa qada'.ooppss!so sriously mmg mcm takda keinginan nak on9 lama2.hehs.

waiting for 2 p.m. and we'll be off to padang lalang campus for the 2nd session of the religion talk.basically the first one was on solat and solat sunat,and for today the topic i heard will be on pemakaian mengikut islam..uuuuu~

i'm missing home soo badly mann.i remembered mommy ask me to be bck hme in every two weeks,bt i've drag it to 3 weeks ady..noted tht only for ths week,lol;)mommy,sorry for not returned home to clebrate the first ramadhan wth the whole family.i wonder mommy masak apa yea?dr smlm mie tnya ma tanak bgtaw pn ma nak msk apa utk sahur.hha i knw u dn't wnt me to endup mouth watering when i knw wht's gonna be the dishes aite?hehe <333>

PEOPLE,ESPECIALLY THE MUSLIMS AND MY DEARY BLOGGERS;WISHING YOU GUYS A VERY HAPPY RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK.LET'S CARRY OUT OUR OBLIGATION TOWARDS HIM THE MOST GRACIOUS & MERCIFUL.MAY HE KEEP ALL OF US IN A BLESSFUL CONDITION,AND LEAD US TO A BETTER LIFE IN ISLAM WAY,AMINN..-regards;AMIRAH M

boredom -_-"

2009-07-28T09:49:00.000-07:00

it's been 3 days since i was away from blogging.no hot stories to be published though.i've been shutting off myself in the hse doing nothng.MAKAN TIDO MAKAN TIDO jaa.yeye je bwk balik buku b'lambak2 nak studylah konon,piirah mimi!

oh LORD..guess the whole plans for ths week haven't been proceed yet as wht they've supposedly be scheduled bfore the sem break started,damn!

* meeting up wth 6 jahanam -haven't
* go to Sri Kantan Driving Schl -yet to proceed; tmrw i'allah.
* mingle wth Fana -belummmmm :(
* DO DR. J's so-clled HOMEWORKK; ACCELERATE!pfft~
* search for some points for the forum task(BEL 130)- aziz da cll bising-bising.
* meeting my boyf ths saturday - mcm tak dpt jaa T.T

there's alot more to be updated soon,verryy soon.LOL.
4 days to go b4 the clss started mie,its now..or neverr!better you start to work on it..LAA NI JUGAK!

home sweet homee..♥

2009-07-25T16:22:00.000-07:00

finally..it's JULY 25th;3.11 p.m and i'm blogging here..at HOMYY!!;D
it feels good to be back at home you know, after 2weeks of hibernation there in kuantan.woahhh

lastnght was a really really tiring and hectic i should say.i slept arnd 3 a.m on the previous night to finishup my tutorial questions.thank God i managed to cmplete all of 'em before class started the nxt morning.lousy child, sapa suruh hang tak siapkan dr hari khamis tu lagi mie??org sume da submit ari khamis,hang gataii tak buat,pdn muka kena hantar gak jumaat tu.bijaksana betul!nxt time remember yea, DO NOT PROCRASTINATE!

yesterday morning was another 'so-called disaster' laa.nervous like mad to do the sketch performance,finale lah pulakk!just hoping tht e'thng's gonna be just just fine.aziz lupa plak nak bawa kain pelikat time sketch tu,haduii klaka je mamat tu smlm;)
i wasn't satisfied at the first plce,and it wasn't because of my teammates.i've been blaming myself for did the sketch turned dull.it was me who did the whole script,and i guess i screwed it up..badly!but regardless,thanks mr.hiu for his kindness,for nt gving any of the groups a grade which is less than B+.syukurlaaa~

whtever it is,thanks again guys; AZIZ, FATIN & PAIN.you guys are great!!hope to get better cooperation wth you guys later in the forum or smthng..okayy?we can seriously work together as a team better than yesterday sebenarnyaa;))

i took my bus to KAJANG at 2.30 p.m.i went back wth some other girls; NADIA, AFIQAH the used-to-be penghuluwati,and NAJWA my clssmate.we took SANI; the executive coach heheheh,and went to terminal makmur an hour&half early than the actual time; 1 p.m! pakcik teksi tanak amik pukul 2 cz nak rushing solat jumaat plak,hisyhh~ we were waiting and waiting and waitingg...
and waitingg..sampai t'salah letak luggage dlm bus Sani yg nak heading to k.t'ganu,and bukan ke kajng!pffftttt!mengong kan saya ni sape suruh tak bace kat dpan bus tu!i was being so,so decent enuff in asking tht pacik;

me:"err..pakcik, bas ni nak pergi mana ye?g k.t'ganu ke kajang?"
pakcik:"awak ni belajar kan,tak tau nak baca ke??"

ehh pacikk ni,main kasar nampak?!relaxlah,i'm just asking ok pakcikk.pakcik dala cnfirm2 tak g smayang jmaat,patu nak mara2 pulakk.period hape?taula pnat,aku pn penat gak..haisyyhhh!

webcaming in the bus;dizzyness!and pple,meet NADIA.we share smthng in common tho;the high cheekbones, LOL(:

bullshit laa,we had to spend abt 5hrs and half in the bus,jst bcz of the traffic jam in K.L!duhh~supposedly we could arrived earlier than tht tho.smp terasa mcm nak kena osteoporosis daaa.i even had my ass cramped,ahaahhahh!joke aside;D
plus,i haven't had any meals before off to home.i was rushing at the campus packing my stuffs and all smp t'lupa nak makan.haduii,wht a starving journey;( upon arriving,my family bought a cake and also KFC to celebrte my nephew, ADLI's 3rd year of legally being a homosapien on ths earth.HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANGG!<33>

drives me up on the wall??pffftt~

2009-07-21T22:59:00.001-07:00

it's a bad and hecticc day for me,damnitdamnitdamnitdamnitdamnit!T.T

before tht, to beany the mr.debater..sory tak dapat lepak and have those kids stuffs wth you like we had alrdy agreed lastnght, at the discussion room td,ahha.i was rushing for my sketch practise tho.btw, glad to meet and talk to you even for a while, well u knw after a long,longggg..of emm,’disappearance’ i would say?lol;) and thanks as well for introducing me to your classmate, ahha well, Amirah ni mmg teruk sbenarnya, tak kenal nama sorg senior lelaki pn, padahal dah byk kali t’serempak dgn beliau tu,aiyaa lousy child :D btw, i’m looking fwd to meeting you and have those borak-borak mb in some other time okay?and thanksss juga for lending me your notes and also the past years questions for part 1,really appreciate it. a good senior has to be very generous and kind-hearted twards his juniors kan,aha i’m hoping to get some notes and past years questions for both the part 2 and 3 as well dude,mb soon..can i?:)and andd the last thank is for the msg lastnght to inform me that The Fiona’s managed to get themselves into the finals for the LAWESL.shukran bro:))

ok,bck to wht exactly happened today..to mke it short,i’m all out of mood. Buat julung-julung kalinya anak en.mokhtar ni naik angin depan org-org dkt sni. And yes,smbdy hd reallyreallyreally drove me up on the wall like mad!i’ve been sososo patient for weeks and beliau tu da buat sy burst out harini!!i dalah susah nak meletup.arrggghh! tell you wht dude,i dn’t know wht exactly going on wth you,bt if you’re really ok,why can’t you treat me like hw you treat other pple?it’s been weeks okay,and i jst dn’t feel good abt ths.i wanna clear thngs up wth you,very badly.tht’s if only i’ve did any,other thn worse.plsla,i malas nak buat musuh kat sini, i dtg sini nak blajar, and i bet your first intention pun mcm tu kan?so pandai-pandai lah fikir,u win some,yes..but u’ll lose some in the future dude. Just one thng lah okay; do not ditch pple for no reason. they have feelings too,especially when they don’t even know wht mistakes they have actually done towards you..think abt it.have a good life then~

brain-stormingg!

2009-07-19T17:55:00.000-07:00

things needed to be settled before the break starts:

* attend the LAWESL semi final audition; TONIGHT!
* presentation for dr.J class; TOMORROW EVENING.(haven't prepared fr tht yet, damnass!)
* sketch presentation for BEL 130 ; COMING FRIDAY.FINALE babe!

gonna miss you sonnet ;'(

2009-07-17T23:50:00.000-07:00

dear WOVEYYY ♥♥
i'm thinking of you soso badly while scribbling ths post syg.i knw we can't ever meetup during ths upcoming semester break,as both of ours' fall on the same date.damnit~

nvm then,it's not a big deal though,rght syg?:)
and i knw it's been like 2 months eversince you didn't turn up homy.i bet you do missing umi,abah and especially auni,don't you?it's okay then yang,i can still wait for the next meeting..patiently;")

i'm looking fwd to seeing you b,mb in the next 3 or 4 weeks,will you?hehe,cause i'm strongly believe tht you're missing me too,LOL.toodles; ♥

a dull evening

2009-07-17T19:45:00.000-07:00

a bit of relief after done wth the csc 134 test yesterday;the first exam i've sitted eversince i stepped into the college life i should say;)i guess i did quite well in the test though.fatin and i got the chance to do some checking on the answers wth miss ju as we stepped out of the comp. lab as the last one..thanks Lord.

upon reaching the hostel,i thought i could get some sleep; for staying up til late of 4am on the previous night to study fr csc,but i just don't feel to pulak,hadoii.idk why,mb the 'penangan' of 2cups of nescafe i took on tht nght laa,haha.i end up went to my bed at arnd 12am plus after playing wth ths cute little kitten which i named it by 'mimie jr' hha:D

sighly,i woke up ths morning a bit late than usual; 6.45am for me is alrdy too late!cheyh~
sleepyhead mann,shishhh.

the BEL 130 ended at 11; 3 hrs of lecture makes me feel dizzy,duhh.luckily we don't hv to sit in the clss for the whole 3 hrs cz mr.hiu wanted us to do some prctises on the sketch presentation for nxt week,again i relieved.

it's almost 3pm and i haven't took a rest yet!pfft~ seriously i eager an ample time on tht actually.hah.unconsciously, i cn't recll wht time exactly i went to the 'lullaby land'.bt suddenly the sleep being distracted at arnd 5 smthng; there were some org lelaki went up to our hostel to fix the cracked glass at the balcony,and i had to get up as they wanted to enter my room to fix smthng in there pulak. geramlah ni,i can't even sleep in peace okay!plus some of the close hsemates weren't there;most of them went out to settle some stuffs and ada yg loafing at megamall.ahha.

untill now; its 7.40pm and im still awake.what an evening,duhh.

HUB ♥

2009-07-14T18:17:00.000-07:00

isn't ths cool?lol;)i found it in the iluvislam.com,the one which one of my hsemtes hd recommended to me b4.wish tht he's one of them; those who cares and love his loved ones for the sake of GOD, those who seeks for the LORD's love in order to find for his true love , and those who's willing to sacrifice e'thng to get HIS blessings.i'll pray tht he will alwys be tht one particular person,aminn..luff him loads!<33

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY darlaaa!;)

2009-07-14T15:40:00.000-07:00

today it's farahin;pain's (my clssmates,my groupmates) 18th birthday!woooohooo!!
as a gift,me and fatin treated her 1buck each for her to buy nasi ayam during her lunchtime jst nw,hhe:p
sorry laling,duit tada nak buat party besar2 utk kau,just hoping tht u enjoy your birthday to the fullest!its your birthday,a very special day!dumdidumdum;))
luff you babe,mwahh3!

again..i'm annoyed!-_-"

2009-07-13T21:14:00.000-07:00

to whom it may concerned;
did i commit any sins towards you tht you're acting such a way to me??
if i've did one,then just say so..cause i hate to be surrounded by the feeling of guilt!
i'm not a puppet whom you can easily entertain and shut off frm your life as you wish.
if you're unsatisfied wth me,let's talk then; one on one..agree?

the first blog:)

2009-07-12T18:10:00.000-07:00

well guys,i guess i'm gonna start the first blogging wth ths one incident tht happened last night.it was a chaotic nightmare i should say though,lol:)

it was 12.30 a.m when i was already in my dreamland.suddenly i heard my other hsemates shouted from the other room as though they'd just seen a ghost.they alarmed me, and so i have to get up from the bed to see wht happened.oh Lord!as we opened the door,water was alrdy scattered outside our hse.it was falling from the upper level of our block just like waterfall!god knows how it was tht moment,its like watching the mvie 'The Day After Tomorrow'.we then quickly brought our valuable stuffs out of the hse; the laptop,chargers and the most important thng is; tiket bas nak balik 24 julai nnt.haha. those who stays in the same block as we do went down and gathered while waitin for the pak guard's order.he sounded mad at us though.heh.and bcz of tht,he had to close all the main pipes bcause according to him,there's a problem wth the water tank tht caused it to spill out.luckily there was nothng happened and we managed to get into our hse bck at arnd 1a.m.phewww..i was so terrified,thinking tht the water might get into our hse and cause flood,pffftt!anyhow,e'thng is just fine when i woke up ths morning,there's still water source for us, but yet the same thng happen now in the evening..AIR TADAKK LAGII!damnit!;(