a short story, an imagination.a SMILE.

that moment..
when Eve feels that she has ruined that one person's day with her intolerable habit.
that moment..
when Juliette feels like she doesn't deserved to be forgiven, even for that small, little, tiny thing.
that moment..
when June feels that she has been such a great pain in the ass.
there's no smile, not even a giggle.

Until.
a letter flown away like a dove, lying on the hands.
and was written "send me a beautiful smile please?"
a letter which turns the day brighter, lights up the darkness of the sky and..
brings the smile and giggle back as it is used to be.

the letter has made the day, and so there's a reason to smile! :)

2.56 am

27th Ramadhan

They should be glad because they did have the chance to talk to each other in a good conversation and confessed everything from A-Z. there were no tears, no shouts and screams coming out from each other's mouth. even though some of what being confessed might hurt both of them, but atleast they got the chance to listen to every single of it. less regret i guess. am glad to hear that. im happy for her. because i could see she's happy too. what more, they too had that short two-days of all sweet moments they used to share, just like when both of them were still together.

...in which i didn't. i didn't have those chances back then. he stepped out of the door and that's it. so much for regrets and dissapointment kan.

2.09 am

28/07/2012

my little room

perfect 5ive

People, know what? this blissful Ramadhan can be a good start to everything brand new !  yeay!
do it slowly, insyaAllah The Almighty will ease you in every single thing that you wish to put forward | wish to change | wish to modify and makes it better :) so long as those are of the good ones okay!

 These will be from my own point of view:-

1. trust me, it's not worth it. In fact you can't get anything good either if you've nurtured yourself to be a hater. do not covet | envy with other's happiness. they may not be happy all the times, they have their ups and downs too, just like you. maybe it's just you who don't see it.

2. worries will only lead you to insecurity, and it might have the capability to destroy the self-confidence and self-determination you have within you. worry for something impossible? that's worse! just don't waste your time having your mind boggled over things you know that it's not gonna happen. because if you do, then it'll be a hardship for you to embrace the next simple rule:-

3. absolutely! why worry too much? live your life as simple as you can and please, don't go for complicated one. if you do things with positive intention and sincerity, regardless of whatever things you're up to, ranging from the simplest one to the hardest, you'll find life is just simply simple and joyful! you can even change the idioms though, make it a bed of roses instead. if Allah wills it, He'll surely grant it. have a faith in Him! :)

4. those last 2 rules can be covered under rule no. 3 as well. again, do things with positive thoughts | nawaitu | intention, for the sake of Allah S.W.T. to give and expect nothing in return is the best way to show your sincerity towards people notwithstanding who they are and where they come from. soon you'll realize that what you really did was turning up to Allah and aims only at winning His consent by every single of our deed, step, word and prayer.

As stated in The Holy Quran :

... The noblest among you in Allah's sight is the one who best performs his duty. Allah is All-Knowing, All-Aware. (Surat al-Hujurat: 13)

..and that's what we called as sincerity, another way of one can grab and feel the halwatul imaan  :)

p.s: now people, let's share and spread happiness! its a note to myself too :D

Assalamualaikum.

penyimpan mohor besar raja-raja.

*balik daripada Genting terus update blog, baguih nii (-oo-)*


gelagat rakan-rakan. unbelievable! especially when it was Shah, my ex-classmate who posted the tweet, the future leader of the nation was giving me kata-kata semangat! i found this funny though! iols terharuuuu :") thanks for being concern and thoughtful dear friends! come let me belanja you guys chatime pukul 12 tghari, Sabtu ni :)) *padahal dah start 1st Ramadhan* kroiihh kroiihhh -_____________-

-sounded harsh? naah idts. it was the irony of it hehh


LET'S GIVE THIS SOME HIGHLIGHTS PLEASE!

and yes! sebelum terlupa, Happy Celebrating the 1st Ramadhan Al-Mubarak 1433 Hijrah to dear brothers and sisters in ISLAM! let's double, or even triple up our ibadahs with full of imaan and taqwa. May Allah guides and bless us throughout this month. it's already 1.21 AM, 20/07/12 and i am counting down to few more hours to dusk. am as well excited to go for the first tarawikh though!:")


shukran dear Allah S.W.T for giving me another opportunity to welcome Ramadhan which is fulled with barakah. my only pray is that i could be able to complete this Ramadhan excellently and be a good Muslim, and a better Mukmin insyaAllah! :)

Bismillah....

the love note.

Hello pretty :),


      remember Najiha, you have me and we have each other. You have my back, and please lend me your shoulders too. don't look back, because the past is indeed hurting. rise and shine doll, we're brilliant women and we decipher things in our own brilliant way. 14 years of friendship is more than anything i could've asked for, it's more than enough. and of course, 14 years and counting. i love you sister, i really do. be strong and always okay. Allah will always be with the patience's :")

Apapun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti - Amirah Mokhtar :)

-memories in Penang 2012-

up, up and away to the Goh Tong's Land, Genting Highland tomorrow! let scream our lungs out loud!

THANK YOU MOM, CHE NABILA , NAJIHA ZAINAL, BIELA HASNI, HAFIDZ YUSOFF, AND DEAR FRIENDS WHO'RE ALWAYS THERE WITH ME. YOU KNOW THE TRUTH OF EVERYTHING, YOU GUYS KNOW WHERE DID IT GO WRONG. I NEED YOUR BACKS PEOPLE, I NEED YOUR SHOULDERS. YA ALLAH UJIAN APA LAGI YANG MENDATANG NI.. SAYA DAH PENAT YA ALLAH. BUT I NEED TO REMEMBER THIS :-

"ALLAH takkan uji seseorang tu luar daripada kemampuannya.."
"ALLAH takkan ubah nasib seseorang tu kalau bukan dia sendiri yang mengubahnya.."




REMEMBER AMIRAH, REMEMBER ALLAH S.W.T ALWAYS BE WITH YOU .

self purified.

1 paper to go. another step to take.
and 12 days to the first of Ramadhan.
i am happy, i am excited! my only pray is to be in a pink of health and get myself prepared physically, mentally as well as spiritual to meet you, Ramadhan. been missing you since ever!Alhamdulillah :)

rabbi yassir wala tu'assir!

And because this little heart of mine is like a dandelion, it's easily blown away.. 

it laughs whenever it feels to..

it dwells in the past whenever the thoughts suddenly drifted..

and it cries whenever that thought's hurting..

oh not to forget, it's fragile too. once a friend told me that.

tahis cicaks

Wednesday (9 May) - class photo shoot session
                 dress code: formal black and white

Friday (11 May)       - War Crime Tribunal
                 dress code: formal black and white

Saturday (12 May)    - Model United Nations (MUN) Conference
                 dress code: formal black and white



so much for these tahi cicaks colors within this week -___-" time to grab somebody else's baju for i don't really have much. 2 pairs of black and white baju kurung, and err yeah that's all i have. looking forward to attending the Dining Etiquette Dinner at SACC pulaks this coming 22 May! another really formal black and white suit i guess.

zzzz saya tidak bisa menyaingi Dian Pelangi yang sememangnya penuh warna warni -.-

the weapon.

O Allah, i seek for your mercy. guide me ya Rabb, guide me to become a stronger person, in and out. protect my imaan and taqwa for i am too weak to face these obstacles my Lord. i am way too weak..

Thank you, praise be to You my Lord..for the miracle and truth that You've unveil tonight. tonight, the day of my very special day and i am utterly thankful for that ya Allah. indeed, You're always be by the side of those people upholding truth and nothing else, but the truth.

 I seek for Your forgiveness , The Most Merciful.

retweeted #2

retweeted #1

again, it happens.

it is the time that matters. if HE wills it, HE will surely grant it. do not question, do not complain. a true Muslim will make use of the patience at his best..
".. الصبر نصف الإيمان "

Assalamualaikum :)

scrolling down, down the pictures.. and suddenly everything pops out. the thoughts are still there. the memories are all stood up still. the charming and cheerful faces of us are dancing around with joy. as fresh as the air i breathe in.

yes, so much for the previous 39months kan.

dear Adams,

If HE wills, one of you will be my other half..and i pray that it'll be till Jannah. All the best in your searching :)

Assalamualaikum.

Part Of Me.. is getting stronger.

the love for you is infinity.

ONE simple complete sentence. it is as what you see it.

jungle book.

alast, i managed to finish all the vouchers! wehuu ^oo^ took long hours at the Menara Bookfair just to make sure that i didn't end up paying my last RM50 voucher for the purchased books worth RM46. of course even if it's just 4bucks, it's still valuable. takkan nak bagi the vendor free-free 4hengget kan? RM4 is enough for you to have a 1Malaysia menu tahu?;) so yup, i did all the calculation; plus, minus, divide and times with 10% of discount, and jyeah! 2 books and a Malay novel were succesfully grabbed by me! :)

1. ISLAM the Misunderstood Religion by Dr. Danial Zainal Abidin.

2. Tentang CINTA by Pahrol Mohd Juoi. *they said that this book is very goreng pisang panas kinda book. laju betul sold out!*

3. Takkan Pernah Jauh by Shanka Latisha (Alaf 21)

adakalanya jodoh mendahului cinta sejati. -Ariana Mikhail.