random:)

just had a chance to go and stalk on Maria Elena's latest entry posted. she's now engaged to her Mr. fiance! CONGRATULATIONS to both of them, and indeed i could see her happy, content, pleasant and feelings of everything in between when i scrolled down the pictures and vid taken on that day:) one step forward, and yeah she'll be wearing the title Mrs. :D

some points to highlight :-

- it's a good thing to see some people out there end, or about to end their single life by settling down with the one whom they've been wishing and waiting and hoping all this while to live with, to share the whole life journey with, to have kids with, to help you do the house chores with, to shop for groceries with, to buy all the furnitures and curtains and home decorations with, to be there by the bedside to give u medication when you fall ill, and just EVERYTHING that you don't wish to share and even have a thought of it, with another man.

- Allah has arranged EVERYTHING from the very beginning, and that's what we call qada' dan qadar. eventhough you're not getting what you want, what you'd wished for at this very instance, you have to believe that there'll be something, someone else, better than what you'd been desired, yet to be awarded to you.. it's a matter of being PATIENCE, OPTIMIST of whatever things that had happened and distracted you previously, and lots of PRAYER to Allah will make you appreciate and be thankful of what you have with you right now, insyaAllah :)


p/s: Maria Elena and Adele are my current idols and role models teheheheheh. why? because they're just amazing in their own way, i know ;)

blessed enough.

laradansa :)

laradansa --the name sounds nice and very feminin-ish huhh? just like kak nurul, my dance teacher said "..woahh very 'the' gitu..!" LOL :D i loike! so yeah, basically that's the so-called official name of our group for the cocurricular dance *winking* we need to figure for a good name and i guess we did!done with the folio submission and yes, the biggest part of it will be to perform the whole three tarians on this coming thursday; zapin,joget and inang, meant to be for our final test in group, and on STAGE uols!-.- okay adrenaline rush! doakan kami berjaya lakukan yang terbaekkkk okay :)

one, two, three.. *click!*. meet laradansa; umie, farim, me and wowwa ;)

spoilt brat.

masih hingusan ;)

I want to go back in time and want my childhood days back when

"Dad" was the only "Hero"

"LOVE" was "Mom's hug"

"Highest place on earth" was "Dad's shoulder"

"My worst enemies" were "My own siblings"

Only thing that could "HURT" were "Blisters"

The only thing "BROKEN" were my "Toys"

and when "GOODBYES" meant till "Tomorrow" ..

epic , yeah abah's shoulder <3

literally.

this is what i could literally conveyed what's inside my head. i mean at this moment.don't ask me why..


we used to talk about our future
like we had a clue
never planned that one day i'd be losing you..

in another life
i would be your girl
we keep all our promises
be us against the world

in another life
i will make you stay
so i don't have to say
you were the one that got away..




yeah, just so you'd know its 2.45 am, 26/11 and im still awake despite being so restless after went back from watching the Mock Trial The Musical presented by the awesome people of Faculty of Law, two thumbs upp for you guys!

i should've given you guys a standing ovation though!:)

muhasabah cinta.

listing down the ugly truths i would say, that the guys should be.. em learnt from?embarassed of?i don't know..but obviously, this doesn't refer directly to ALL, because of the fact that tak semua lelaki sama kan? so siapa yg makan cili jelah:)

"cinta adalah sebuah kisah yang di dalamnya perempuan dengan bangga berperanan sebagai pahlawan, sedangkan bagi lelaki, dia lebih memilih menjadi pengarangnya..."


"cinta yang dianggap sekadar babak pertama bagi lelaki dalam hidup, merupakan hidup mati bagi seorang perempuan..."


"cinta seorang lelaki tidak lebih daripada selembar sampul depan, namun cinta seorang perempuan bagai lembaran-lembaran kertas yang tidak pernah habis.."


hey im not making fun of this though , these are indeed facts which i quoted from an islamic motivation book, written by a MAN named Burhan Sodiq. now you don't, now you see.assalamualaikum:)

fake.

"same here. were faking all the time that i'm okay.."


that was from dio, when i replied her text asking "are you okay staying at home..?"

the fact that the mid semester break has come to its end, and we'll be back to campus for the second term of the semester, i'm wondering am i the only one who feels this all the way; being so fake in front of other people, showing them as though i am so fine, but deep inside i am.. wayy NOT?

i do not know for how long i could stand being in this way, but i couldn't lie to myself either-- my other half is missing! i need to get my spirit, my drive back, for me to get back on track and end this second semester wth flying colors.

it's been a month plus since the fairytale becomes a history, the sweetdream becomes a worst nightmare, a goodnight kiss becomes a cold silent, and since the laughter becomes tears..

my prayer to YOU.. YOU; whom it may concerned..

"may ALLAH guides you all the way, protect your imaan and taqwa wherever you go,whatever you do, bless your everyday life, and brings you closer to HIM each and everyday.."

imy, the old you.

a treat to myself :)

currently at my sister's office in kepong. will be waiting for her until 1 o'clock and off we go to shoooopppp! well, basically it is said to be a shop to be kurus..*kelip-kelip mata* X)

like dio said, "mimi, lets go for jog, kita main sports sampai jadi kurus, pakai cantik-cantik and voila!" you can read in between the lines though, don't you?
--it's some kind of a feeling of frust selepas ditinggalkan that you feel you have to get up and show to those j**** that you can still live your sweet life without them!

ok let's just skip this part -.- moving on to the to-do list :-

• sweat pants- a pair or two.
• sneakers- been searching for reebok since ever, sampai sekarang tak jumpa yg berkenan -.-
• having a hair cut!woot woot! okay mom will be so annoyed to hear me mentioning abt this over and over again, and she'll end up says.."dari dulu lagi dah dengar nak potong rambut..-.-"
• makan! like a king- simply because it has been almost 2 weeks since i've treated my stomach badly and carelessly. sorry little tummy -.-

p/s: i can't really promise to get the last thing on my to-do list done with splendid.urggh