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okay this time around will be betul2 punya goodnight. bonsoir!

fullmoon.

It's painful to wait for something you know will never happen, but it's even more painful that you need to stop when you know it's the most thing you ever wanted.

goodnight, Assalamualaikum.

she talks crap, you won't understand.

Isn't it better just to cling to the dream of what could have been, than to ruin and grieve over everything with reality?


oh yes i know.. answers to my question;

myth/illusion (the former sentence)
: maybe because one is still hoping that she would end up her life happily like a fairy tale. yeah basically hoping for something that's no longer exist. fair enough? -.-
conclusion: to cling means to be afraid/in denial of moving on.

true fact/reality (the latter sentence)
: maybe because all this while, one's fingers are already too tired of holding on that sometimes the best way is just to let go. people might see this situation as ruining everything, but the reality is there in front of you-- it's you, who's been holding on for so long. it's you, who comes with all the efforts. efforts from the other party? nada.
conclusion: moving on is the best call, even though you might be suffering at the early stage, you're living in reality though!

after all, it's life.

p/s: am not sure whether you, awesome readers are coping up with this entry, well. as i said earlier..it's just another crap. Assalamualaikum.

a life, one should really own.

*this entry is going to be full of pictures, beware!

An awesome weekend i had in Gombak, kau ado?;)

went to UiTM S.Alam last friday to collect the BB1M, and that was basically the only original plan of the day. accompanied by my friends/awesome djs of Ufm (hehe bangga), dio and isa after done with their meeting at the Ufm konti.

again i said, that was the only plan sebenarnya for the day. i was thinking after habis collect voucher, i'll be off to home. but yeah..it wasn't go as planned as i had a detour, eh tak i mean..detours hehe ;)


First detour - karaoke! dio said that it was an impromptu one, yeke? *mukaquestionmarkangkat-angkat kening* oh isa and fahmi the kawan baru were there too!

suara isa sedap ohh 0.0

dio, me, isa and fahmi--muka selonot :D

Second detour - dinner at kedai kopi nearby masjid kubah biru S.Alam. picked up by dio's cute littlepie cousin, una:)



Third detour- going back to dio's place and had a sleepover there. yeah ni pun impromptu plan jugaa hee. reached gombak at late jugaklah -.-

the next verryyy late morning(hehe), woke up and dio prepared us this for our brunch time.

garlic bread yumeeyhhh!lagi hitam tu lagi sedop 0.0

..and mouth-watering benjo, nomnomnom!

that late evening we went to Wangsa Walk Mall taking a stroll and cuci mata; a place i've never been before. it was a nice mall i would say, macam One Utama because it's loonggg.hehe

pictures snap!snap! :)

..and makan at the little wok before heading back to kajang :)


one new word to describe the day i had with them -- SUPERAWESOMEFABULOUSFANTASTICetcetraetcetra ;)

and one thing that needs to be in a bold font here--
it's time to make a step and move on doll.. we've been strengthening each other; heart and soul so much all this while, for being in the same boat which heading to the same journey.
Another portions of courage to move on, determination, and patience will lead us to a good and fortunate life in the future insyaAllah :") <3 youh!


a note to Amirah and Che Nabila -- walau apa pun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti :")

Assalamualaikum.

dinner on qiyah's birthday eve.

dinner with GIRLFS tonight was err how should i say..A.W.E.S.O.M.E..E ?? :D
lessons to be borne in mind, i've learnt that tonight ;)

• when you're in need of help, a shoulder to cry on, a place to spill out every single stories that you can't bear to keep it to yourself, don't worry because somewhere, somehow there will definitely be some persons arnd you whom you call FRIENDS, and in my case, it will be among my very gila-kelam kabut-cheerful bestt GIRLFS to lend me their ears and hugs to be by my side, despite having listening to the same contaminated stories over and over and over and over again every time we meet. (itu will be dlm kes if any one or some of the girlfriends were not there during the first time of spilling out the stories, then jyeah hav to repeat 'em all -.-) all in all, one thing to highlight is that they will NEVER get bored/annoyed/sick with those stories (i guess so lar) and that they'll try their best just to keep me feel accompanied, relieved, appreciated and loved. that's the true power of friendship if anyone ever ask me :)

• dear nawal nazihah said, "if a man is living his new life happily with the new partner kan, then there's no way of him to ever look back and find for the former girl that he used to be with." cheers nawal for the reminder :)

• friends come and go, but TRUE FRIENDS will stay and last a life time.. reasons? there are just no reasons of why they should leave :")
  

p/s: HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAAAYYYYYYY NAQIYAH AZRA'AIE! wa sayang lu ketat-ketat <3<3

and a thankyou note.

- give her ONE solid reason for not hating you, she's not asking for more, thank you.
- thank you for seizing the day in a split second, when she was just about to move on.
- thank you for reading her blog, never had a single thought abt it. well, after all, she has been a goner to you, right?
- and big thanks for the name typo thingy. spelling her simple name seems to be the hardest task now, kan?
-LASTLY, thank you..you've made me who i am today and a lesson learned-- never trust over promises made when you're in a good term with a person(s) as e'thing will seem to be so wonderful and enchanting at the first place, but turns to be the other way round at the end of the day. so much of disappointment isn't it?

p/s: just one attempt; put yourslf into her shoes, and you'll find the answer. have a good life.

dreams last for so long..

a shortnote.

finals done, Alhamdulillah. may Allah bless me in a way that only He knows, reward this little servant with splendid achievements in her exams, and brings the smiling, joyful and cheerful Amirah back to her. That's all I need for now.. Amin :)