dwell in the past, damn.

if only....

to end this year with.. assalamualaikum:)

“Hate no one, no matter how much they’ve wronged you. Live humbly, no matter how wealthy you become. Think positively, no matter how hard life is. Give much, even if you’ve been given little. Keep in touch with the ones who have forgotten you, and forgive who has wronged you, and do not stop praying for the best, for those you love.”

—Ali bin Abi Talib (RA) Ü



wish all of us the best of luck in this coming finals..bismillah :)

men.. it's a BIG NOTE for you.

Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry her with these facts as well.
Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are;
Who is earning almost as much as you do;
One, who has dreams and aspirations just as
you have because she is as human as you are;
One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your
Sister haven't, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system
that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements
One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as
much as you do for 30 years of her life;
One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family ,name
One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen
One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook
food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more,
and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother,
a wife, even if she doesn't want to; and is learning just like you are as
to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won't like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;
One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;
Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won't, simply
Because you won't like it, even though you say otherwise
One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;
One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important,
relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some
and trust her;
One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your support, your sensitivities and most importantly - your understanding, or love, if you may call it.

But not many guys understand this......

Please appreciate "HER"

photo de ce soir :)

Je manque le Terengganu..<3

random:)

just had a chance to go and stalk on Maria Elena's latest entry posted. she's now engaged to her Mr. fiance! CONGRATULATIONS to both of them, and indeed i could see her happy, content, pleasant and feelings of everything in between when i scrolled down the pictures and vid taken on that day:) one step forward, and yeah she'll be wearing the title Mrs. :D

some points to highlight :-

- it's a good thing to see some people out there end, or about to end their single life by settling down with the one whom they've been wishing and waiting and hoping all this while to live with, to share the whole life journey with, to have kids with, to help you do the house chores with, to shop for groceries with, to buy all the furnitures and curtains and home decorations with, to be there by the bedside to give u medication when you fall ill, and just EVERYTHING that you don't wish to share and even have a thought of it, with another man.

- Allah has arranged EVERYTHING from the very beginning, and that's what we call qada' dan qadar. eventhough you're not getting what you want, what you'd wished for at this very instance, you have to believe that there'll be something, someone else, better than what you'd been desired, yet to be awarded to you.. it's a matter of being PATIENCE, OPTIMIST of whatever things that had happened and distracted you previously, and lots of PRAYER to Allah will make you appreciate and be thankful of what you have with you right now, insyaAllah :)


p/s: Maria Elena and Adele are my current idols and role models teheheheheh. why? because they're just amazing in their own way, i know ;)

blessed enough.

laradansa :)

laradansa --the name sounds nice and very feminin-ish huhh? just like kak nurul, my dance teacher said "..woahh very 'the' gitu..!" LOL :D i loike! so yeah, basically that's the so-called official name of our group for the cocurricular dance *winking* we need to figure for a good name and i guess we did!done with the folio submission and yes, the biggest part of it will be to perform the whole three tarians on this coming thursday; zapin,joget and inang, meant to be for our final test in group, and on STAGE uols!-.- okay adrenaline rush! doakan kami berjaya lakukan yang terbaekkkk okay :)

one, two, three.. *click!*. meet laradansa; umie, farim, me and wowwa ;)

spoilt brat.

masih hingusan ;)

I want to go back in time and want my childhood days back when

"Dad" was the only "Hero"

"LOVE" was "Mom's hug"

"Highest place on earth" was "Dad's shoulder"

"My worst enemies" were "My own siblings"

Only thing that could "HURT" were "Blisters"

The only thing "BROKEN" were my "Toys"

and when "GOODBYES" meant till "Tomorrow" ..

epic , yeah abah's shoulder <3

literally.

this is what i could literally conveyed what's inside my head. i mean at this moment.don't ask me why..


we used to talk about our future
like we had a clue
never planned that one day i'd be losing you..

in another life
i would be your girl
we keep all our promises
be us against the world

in another life
i will make you stay
so i don't have to say
you were the one that got away..




yeah, just so you'd know its 2.45 am, 26/11 and im still awake despite being so restless after went back from watching the Mock Trial The Musical presented by the awesome people of Faculty of Law, two thumbs upp for you guys!

i should've given you guys a standing ovation though!:)

muhasabah cinta.

listing down the ugly truths i would say, that the guys should be.. em learnt from?embarassed of?i don't know..but obviously, this doesn't refer directly to ALL, because of the fact that tak semua lelaki sama kan? so siapa yg makan cili jelah:)

"cinta adalah sebuah kisah yang di dalamnya perempuan dengan bangga berperanan sebagai pahlawan, sedangkan bagi lelaki, dia lebih memilih menjadi pengarangnya..."


"cinta yang dianggap sekadar babak pertama bagi lelaki dalam hidup, merupakan hidup mati bagi seorang perempuan..."


"cinta seorang lelaki tidak lebih daripada selembar sampul depan, namun cinta seorang perempuan bagai lembaran-lembaran kertas yang tidak pernah habis.."


hey im not making fun of this though , these are indeed facts which i quoted from an islamic motivation book, written by a MAN named Burhan Sodiq. now you don't, now you see.assalamualaikum:)

fake.

"same here. were faking all the time that i'm okay.."


that was from dio, when i replied her text asking "are you okay staying at home..?"

the fact that the mid semester break has come to its end, and we'll be back to campus for the second term of the semester, i'm wondering am i the only one who feels this all the way; being so fake in front of other people, showing them as though i am so fine, but deep inside i am.. wayy NOT?

i do not know for how long i could stand being in this way, but i couldn't lie to myself either-- my other half is missing! i need to get my spirit, my drive back, for me to get back on track and end this second semester wth flying colors.

it's been a month plus since the fairytale becomes a history, the sweetdream becomes a worst nightmare, a goodnight kiss becomes a cold silent, and since the laughter becomes tears..

my prayer to YOU.. YOU; whom it may concerned..

"may ALLAH guides you all the way, protect your imaan and taqwa wherever you go,whatever you do, bless your everyday life, and brings you closer to HIM each and everyday.."

imy, the old you.

a treat to myself :)

currently at my sister's office in kepong. will be waiting for her until 1 o'clock and off we go to shoooopppp! well, basically it is said to be a shop to be kurus..*kelip-kelip mata* X)

like dio said, "mimi, lets go for jog, kita main sports sampai jadi kurus, pakai cantik-cantik and voila!" you can read in between the lines though, don't you?
--it's some kind of a feeling of frust selepas ditinggalkan that you feel you have to get up and show to those j**** that you can still live your sweet life without them!

ok let's just skip this part -.- moving on to the to-do list :-

• sweat pants- a pair or two.
• sneakers- been searching for reebok since ever, sampai sekarang tak jumpa yg berkenan -.-
• having a hair cut!woot woot! okay mom will be so annoyed to hear me mentioning abt this over and over again, and she'll end up says.."dari dulu lagi dah dengar nak potong rambut..-.-"
• makan! like a king- simply because it has been almost 2 weeks since i've treated my stomach badly and carelessly. sorry little tummy -.-

p/s: i can't really promise to get the last thing on my to-do list done with splendid.urggh

im awake ..still.

done watching barbie and the three musketeers. okay after few moments of viewing this, you guys gonna think that ohmyyy she's the lameeeee-est girl i've ever seen -__________-"


...followed by cloudy with the chance of meatballs. --- movie marathon i should say, while there's a lot of works and notes queue-ing up to be done! splendid meh! *sigh* -.-"


p/s: thanks dear roomates for cheering up this lame, boring girl, even if it doesn't last for quite long. after all, merci beaucoup gorgeoussss!

-- how i ever wish you could turn back the time and review every single words that had spoken by you.. how i wish T.T

if only..i die young :)

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into Your Kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand
there's a boy here in town says that he'll love me forever
Whoever thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life oh well,
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
what I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts,
Oh no,
I'll sell em' for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
and maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing
funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)

The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls..




-- A song which meant to describe how this girl is looking at her life at this moment. yeahh, that's just true when the people arnd you will started to remember YOU, i.e your good deeds, your wise advice, your sacrifices, your helping hands without seeking any reward in return, and everything in between which might be seemed so 'insignificant' in your very naked eyes before, JUST AFTER YOU'VE WALK AWAY AND BE A GONER, or in the simplest word used oftenly by my lecturer .. "pindah batu dua.." lol okay this is funny :D
obviously, by the time those people come to realize, it'll be just too little too late for them to regret over..

I miss you, yes i am..

overnight at Kristal.

just before the tales become contaminated, let's just spill the whole of it out. yeah, will be packing some of my stuffs, and i'll be off to kristal condo; biela's place tonight. i miss her alot! okay fine, memang oftenly jumpa cik nabila ni at the fac pun, but we won't be having that ample time to sit and have a chat. more will be posted soon! and eh lupa..i'll be hving my first group presentation on tort subject for this second semester..tomorrow morniiingggg! wish this little kiddo best of luck :)

meet the girl, Nabila anak encik Hasni :)

Izinkan ku menyintaimu dari jauh T.T

my very first entry for this semester. let the song tells you guys the story. cheers.




regards; amirahm.

i admit..am a bad, bad creature! -__-

me: hello peops! *wink-ing* :D

M.I.M.Z.Y: ohh stop it!did you know what you had done?

me: err.. nope! 0.0 what did i?

M.I.M.Z.Y: for heaven's sake! -______- see how long u've left me
contaminated,unannotated?? how could you!! T___T

me: err.. *counting* can't recall. SORYYYYYYYYYY!! T.T it's not that i've forgotten you all the
way, it's just that am being like seriously, critically BUSY sampai lupa nak log in to you.
APOLOGY ACCEPTED?

M.I.M.Z.Y: no!

me: PLEASEEEEEEEE *muka comel*

M.I.M.Z.Y: BOLEH BELAHHHHHHHH!

me: i'll promise i'll get u updated with tonnes of photos of my birthday very soon! remember
mine was on few days back? ngeeee :D

M.I.M.Z.Y: yeaaahhhh yeaahh yeahhh... *offending emoticon -.-"*

me: betul! and plus i'll write and crap abt whole loads of stories, everything that came in between
during my absence :)

M.I.M.Z.Y: hemmm..lemme see.. you better get it done!i'll mark your words!

me: as soon as i done with my last paper for this first sem.i promise! *finger-crossing*


HAHA see senang kan nak pujuk blog anda utk kembali beroperasi? lol it was me, my bad for leaving this beautiful piece of mine undisturbed, unoperated, unoccupied with stories, im sorry!yeahh amma bad creature!once being malas to update, forever you'll be in tht state -.-
so yeah, i'll try my best to get in contact and intimate-ing again with this beautiful flowery-blossomy-blue-polka dot blog of mine. -- especially when you have the whole of 4 months of semester hols with you , then there should be no EXCUSE supposedly!


till then, tooodles <3

jangan pernah berubah T.T

biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
ku cintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
ku ikhlas tuk bertahan

cintaku padamu begitu besar
namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
membuat keresahan

meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
hingga ku jatuhkan air mata
kekecewaanku sungguh tak berarah
biarkan ku harus bertahan

jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah