i iz gelabah.

let me show you the proves. just got back from kajang town to settle things and these were the situations i encountered :-

1. the feeling of gelabah starts when i started to drive up a hilly road. yes note that i am driving Iswara and its manual, and i seldomly using the car which i found it to be kinda nerve-wrecking to start driving it. yes i iz newb, bukan noob eh-.- so basically i am not having difficulty to drive manual cars along the way, the difficulty is when i get stucked on the hilly roads. yes that's my biggest fear , up till now. luckily now i've started to overcome that, slowly and i feel yeay for me! okay dah melencong banyak sgt ni. sebenarnya nak cerita je yg i couldn't ever escaped from the hilly road cause it's the only entry and exit way from my home to the main road and vice versa. nak tak nak semua wajibul lalu situ -____- and that's the first thing that led Amirah to today's gelabahness.

2. search for car parks. i don't know why but i can feel the adrenaline being secreted vigorously inside me whenever i started to look for parking and that's what happened today. earlier, the only parking available that i saw nearby was the one by the road, bukan yg arranged side by side but the one being arranged back and fro, where a skill of "parking bontot" is required. nak parking bontot bajet teror tapi sebenarnya tak pun cz u've to go back and forth for like 10times just to make sure that the car is being parked right inside the box. haha. plus the steering is not a power steering, so lagi berpeluh ketiak mak ni amik masa 1jam hanya untuk parking-.-
i was lucky enough when suddenly there's a car going out from the side by side punya parking. so again yeay for me! another gelabahness emerged -.-

3. paying my college bill using ATM machine. i was planning to pay the bill manually, but thinking of the queue to be waited, i cancelled my nawaitu. paying through ATM is way easier and fast though. went to the machine and deposited some cash first, and i forgot to pick my ATM card at the insert place at the end of the transaction. clever much?i left it there without me noticed. kawan saya dah macam "woii bahaya kau tau tak??" i know people can easily grab the card in a split second. nasib baik cepat tersedar dari kegelabahan yang tidak terkawal. yes i call that gelabahness. sebab if u tak gelabah, you wouldn't leave the card as you wish kan?apa yg nak digelabahkan pun i taktau, it naturally comes. (okay itu alasan)


so went back and i told mom everything. mom said nothing but, ...

"next time please recite the selawat earlier. i think you need to cut down on eating something. maybe that's the cause of you being gelabah whenever you settle things. jangan cepat gelabah tak tentu pasal.." oh maannn, i macam face palm seminit -_-"


Questions:

1) is there anyone having the same problem as mine?(hopefully ada)
2) and is there such food that leads a person to feel this way? if there is, please do tell meeeee!okbai

Assalamualaikum.